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Goal aNd lipsticks??

Is it so hard to forgive and forget?
You told me youve moved on now and maybe i should do the same.
So i am. what more do you want?
Atleast feel happy for me that im getting myself back together and trying to move on?

Right. Just finishes watching a malay movie.
Surprising? i know.. MALAY MOVIE! AFIQAH DOESNT WATCH MALAY MOVIE!
but wadever. The show, Gol and Gincu which means Goal and lipstick (doesnt makes sense eh) , was a very nice love story. yes

THeres a guy and a girl.. couples.. so close.. knew each other's parents and stuffs.. spend most of their time together... one day..
the guy broke up with his gf claiming that she's too girly , dependent and blah blah.
And he started being so "horrible" to her at times and found himself a new gf.
Then one day she decided to transform herself.. no more girlish-ness and blahh.
The guy started to regret averything and blahhh..

Well. the movies is so close to reality!
it happenes..
Guys never appreciate all the love and what a girl does fer him.
They just think for themself.
and look.. WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND..
take that.. thats what u get fer messing with a girl's heart!

im hiding away all the pain with these smile and laughter.

OH YEA LIVERPOOOL!

Oh whee!
no regrets waking up at 2am just to watch the liverpool match!
THEY WON!
THEY WON!
THEY WON!
hahs. and this time, my sweetheart , Fernando Torres scored 2 goals..
Garrard and Crouch scored a goal each! woww..
hahs :)

ok. done bout my liverpool..
now .. my life. hahs
erm. nuthing muc today. Dunno why, but everything feels alright today and im so hyper! hahs. So true.. was dancing around the whole day today. YAY ME!
and..

erm.
wassup with those stupid tags bout ALVIRA?
well, ive got this bunch of indian friends.. and they decided to give me an indian name. It came about after watching a bolly movie, Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna . One day i dressed up and they said i look like that actress because of the clothes i wore. So.. in the movie, the actress is called Alvira. So.. yea.. ALVIRA!

hahs.
actually.. i prefer to be known as Afiqah..
hahs.. screw you people - Daru, Ash, Arvind, Rahul,Govind, Arun, Shalini,Akshay!

*bleahhhs*

MY PLANS!

Ive have had enough.. i really do.
No more arguments.. no more past.
Now everything is just gonna be ME.. my future.. yeap.
Decided on everything. TIME TO FORGET EVRYTHING, dear Afiqah..
well. Atleast im trying.. eventough its hard. I am trying.

So yea. Well.. its raining so heavily here . which is GOOD!
Will have a nice sleep tonight.. and then wake up at 2am to see Liverpool match. he he XD

Sheesh.. ive got a whole lot of plans lined out n stuffs to do when im back in Singapore..
lets see

1) Go buy sch books.. with help of my dearest besties to carry them since mom's
busy working -.-

2) Go apply fer gym with Huril since we are both turning FAT. hahs

3) Go watch Enchanted movie with my two besties

4) Buy calender from huril.. not ME.. my mum.

5) Clean my room

6) Send in the form to ask for my old job - dance choreographer

7) Go Bugis to buy my wallet.. with Alicia probably

8) Buy new uniforms.. the old ones are too big now. *sad*

hahs.. and i think there's more!!!!!! hahs

PEOPLE LIKE YOUA RE THE REASON WE HAVE MIDDLE FINGERS!

YOU FREAK ZWAN!
get lost from my life!
sheesh. Wat the hell do you want from me? Stop bothering about my life.
And think straight guy..
you've got a girl.. Dont go breaking her heart for me.
I wouldnt want any other girl to feel as heartbroken as ive felt before.
No girl deserve to suffer like that. Think about it.. we've been so over a LONG time back. And im not ready at all to start over again.. Thanks for caring so much about me, but i cant be with you.
There i said it. i CANT be with you.. not now, not ever. Sorry

cherish your life ppl

Feeling so blah!
hahs.
well, just had a long sort-of-nice conversation on the phone.. and hmmph
Browsed through UR blog..
well yes.. i agree ith you.. we still have the memories etched in our heart right.
So true. And thanks for not deleting all those memories that im living with.
Thanks for everything and i mean it. Thanks lots.

And im trying to forgive and forget bout everything
since im trying to live the best out of these 3 years of my remaining life.
Having being able to countdown to those ending days is so terrible. No one knows.

And well.. im goin back on Saturday.. reaching at night.. so yea..

SLEEPLESS NIGHT! errr

OMG.
i kept tossing and turning around the WHOLE night.
sheesh. ive got no idea why. Ive been thinking too much ... so many things in my head. haiz.
Now feeling super sleepy.. hurr..

Yesterday watched the Barclays match.. YAY to Liverpool..but my sweetheart Fernando Torress didnt scored any goals *sobbs*.. but WHO CARES! they WON!
yay.. 3-nil !

hahs. erm. damn.. havent been sleeping well for the pastfew days..
REASONS : i dunno why and also.. i kept dreaming bout the same person.. same thing EVERY night.. which make me soooo moody the next morning.. so.. yea.

HAIL LIVERPOOOOOOOOOOOOL!

pity the Netherlands fans..

oh yea.. MAN U lost too ! *WAHAHAHAHAHAH*

Wht ur face says?

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as confident and determined. Overall, your true self is passionate and physical. With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic.

i luurve babies! hahs

Pfft. THIS IS SOOOOOOOOO FRUSTRATING MAN!
wth.
can u guys believe it. THIS country is HORRIBLE.
well.. look.. i hang my new shirt outside the house(grandma's hse) to dry.. as usual..
went out fer a while.. like less in an hour..
when i came back.. all the clothes was there EXCEPT fer my new shirt! uuuurgh.
i was soooooooooo pissed.. wat else.. i started cursing!! and cursing!! and cursing!!
o.O

WHY DID THEY EVEN BOTHER TO STEAL MY SHIRT!
hello.. are the ppl here so poor they cant afford to buy their own?

Oh and i went to my "so-called" relative's house.. shes gt two cute sons..
oh goshhh. theyre so cute and NAUGHTY. hahs.. theyre still young tough.. one is 2yr old while the other is 1 . hehhs.
Bunch of playful babies.. they BITE my hp -.-
lols.. but nvm.. anything for CUTE babiess.. awwww
and.. cant download the photos to my comp.. dammit. nvmmm.. will try again tomrw. hehhs :)

YOURE NOT FAKE!

You Are 11% Fake

Fake doesn't even come close to describing you. You're totally natural, and proud of who you really are!

bleah bleah bleah

YOur Super sexy vibe!

Your Vibe is Super Sexy

You feel 100% sexy at almost any moment And this inner sexiness really does boost your appeal You're confident, playful, and outgoing You know what you have to offer - and you're proud of it!

Oh god!im that emotional girl again for TODAY! ahhh!-- afiqah, get over it!--uurgh! * i cant say anything up here or else im screwed * so.. yeah.. RAWR!
i gotta stop crying adn make it through.. people who makes u cry sometimes doesnt even deserves ur tears.. em.. cant help it.

You are Not Ready to Date Again

And deep down you probably know it.Your ex is the number one thing on your brain.And you're still suffering from the post break-up blues.This is when you need to take care of yourself - And take a break from men (especially your ex) It's time for you to pamper yourself!Warm bath, plenty of essential oils, and a good book.

No that its ll said and done,i cant believ that ure the one,
who builds me up and tears me down
Like an old abandoned house.
What u said when u left
just left me cold and outta breath
I guess i was in way too deep
Guess ive let u get the best of me!!
----------------------------------------------------------------------
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing youWhen you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

IM IN MALAYSIA PEEPS!

Whoots. THIS IS SOOO COOOL !
ive gt internet connection here!.. in MALAYSIA.. at my grandma's hse.. omg.. i dunno how. hahs..
ive got access to someone else's wireless network... YAY me :D
hahs

Well.. so far.. not much shopping..
BUT BUT BUT
ive finished all my money on the first day.. buying my new school bag o.O
uurgh..
it cost RM299 ... which is about $150 . hmmm..

Then first day.. my poor toe.. nail came off..
BLAME IT ALL ON MY SIS.. she kicked me o.O uurgh


Then second day went to TIMES SQUARE.
Had soo much fun there. Went in with my sis and we played every single rides there. AND I TOOK MY FIRST ROLLER COASTER RIDE! ahhh..
well.. met THIS GUY called Nolan ( i think ).. he started talking to me when we sat beside each other while taking the Spinner ride.. he asked me fer my name and blah blah.. he's from Ukraine.. currently 14 and yeah.. we took the roller coaster together and he was betting that i will end up crying and wetting my pants.. WHICH I DIDNT!

hahs.. then.. have to leave.. so.. BUBYE NOLAN.. hahs. wadever o.O

Grandma's house ?

IM GOING TOMRW!

today was uber boring!
hmmph.
but not really.
Had a great time dancing with my crazy seniors!
Its so obvious.. just look at those tags Marie n Nits left me.. hrmmph..
DUMBASS huh?? oooh ok then.. YOU'LL GET IT FROM ME!
i will put that video of us in youtube and post it everywhere! how bout that??
hahs XD

WELL.. IM LEAVING TOMRW!
fer my 2 weeks holiday.. urrrgh. So not looking forward to it.. im so not all psyched up over it o.O

and hmm.. my TAGGIE BOARD is polluted bad..
but now its all goNe..
Special thanks to BoooBY :)

gonna miss my dear bloggy and friends. hurrhurr..
poor Huril suffering two weeks without anyone! hahahs :D

Squashed CAKE!

Okkays. Just reached back home from a very tiring day.
Morning had dance till like 11 then changed and rushed out to meet shroomy and huril.. ooh and aishah too.. i bought a bday cake in the morning fer huril without her knowing and brought it to east coast. hahas.
Had sooo much fun today with both of them! We cycled like soooo far till my ass hurts o.O

hahs! ooh.. and we decided to keep the cake fer later since we already ate at burger king.. THEN.. while cycling.. that SHROOOOM just banged his bike somewhere and dropped the cake!! WTH. The cake was SQUASHED! uuuuurgh. *pissed* hahs.
uhhmm.. had a few 'accidents' with my bike. One was becos of shroom.. well not really his fault.. i BANGED into his bike. urhmm.. it hurts.
Then had fun looking OUT fer 'ang mors' .. wth. Was funny :P

and found ONE in the bus.. (Huril n shroom will noe wat im talkin bout)

hahhhs!
HappY burFday HuriL.. planning to sell calendars? LOLS


THATS THE SQUASHED BDAY CAKE!
LOL, that craaazy couple o.O
enjoyin the breeeeeeeze
hahs. Me and dear huril

DANCING is so FUN

DANCING makes everything better! whoo :D
i feel so much better after my dance practice!
We had so much FUN!
came early at around 8.30 and NO ONE was there o.O
waited fer a while.. met tiff and then Marie came around 9.15! LOLSss
Then the FUN starts!
Me and Marie... started searching for songs and videos ..using Ms Pari's laptop!
Found a few nic eones and we chose ' Jhoom barabar jhoom '
So COOOOOL :)

we choreographed the dance.. so much fun cracking up stupid jokes.. esp Marie n Nithia who kept laughing at teeny weeny stuffs o.O
We draggd the whole practice from 11 to 3.30! hahs

i LOVE dance! whoooots :D
felt sooo much better! The dance choreography was superb and perfect*ehem*
Felt so much highly better ..but that ache wont go away that easily. But still, im enjoying every moment of my life !
Im getting psyched fer the dance practice tomrw! whoo. cant wait :)

Its coooooool.

i took this test at a website! its kinda cool. it tells u everythingg!!

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve

i haf the rite to write anything here.. so here i go..

This is so bloody effed up o.O
My Mp4 has died on me! uurgh.. thank god i still have my new IPOD.. okk.. the weather had been reflecting on my mood.. hurhhs

Being so sure of something and when that surety fails, it feels like youre lost and disoriented. Youre not sure of anything else and you dont want to be.
Optimism is just hard to drum up again. You just want to close your eyes and sleep.. sleep till the hurt dies away and wake up to a new life. But sleep aint gonna change anything right now is it? When things get bad, they get reallly bad. But well.. i HAVE to overcome this. Its just LIFE. i guess life is nothing without problems here and there huh?

well. frankly, i dont hate him. I dont see the point in retribution or whatever. I'm not that kinda person. No voodoo dolls n stuffies like that. HAHA. I just wanna walk away knowing that i was someone who meant alot..the same way he is/was to me.

i know i may seem very silly, rambling about this. The world is still goin on great without me.. its not gonna change no matter what. I know that im not the first person to have a heart broken. okk.. im getting the hang of things.. sort of.. hehhs

and.. IM GOING AWAY FROM SINGAPORE FER LIKE 3 weeks :)

Rain is pouring..

ITS RAINING! hmmm. LOLs.. i wonder how all those 2E ppl are havin their bbq at east coast tday. hahs.. and thank god i dint planned to go fer that bday fathering with my friends at east coast either o.O Yesterday nite told atiqah that we are in the same class as ''some'' ppl and she started to get so pissed. LOL.. hmm.. actually i have nthing against them... thinking bout it.. evryone's equal.. feel bad makin fun of them. They are human beings too and they have feelings.. haiz.. how could i explain tat to ATiqah..hmmph Well.. okk.. I wanna go buy new pc games to occupy my time in malaysia.. wth.. any suggestions on wat games i shld buy?? Syahrum recommended " PLAYBOY MANSION" ... WTF o.O

OMG

oh god! i though i was the only one with this problem now.. look.. SOMEONE wrote this in her blog... She's suffering as much as me.. maybe.. hahs..
OH GOD! please dont ket any other girls feel the pain that im goin through now.. LEt it just be me..

LOOK WHAT THAT SOMEONE WROTE.. sad..

How can ur feelings change in just 2 weeks? Everything u said wasnt true? You mad me feel like im on top of the world. In one cruel strike, i came crashing down.Itruly believe everything we said to each other. All the promises, evry single touch. And just like that, your feelings changed. You arent the person i know,or love. HE wouldnt have let me down like that. HE promised me the future. Is this hurting you a smuch as it is to me? or do you feel relief? yOu meant a lot to me and this is all so unreal to me, i am numb right now.

Im trying to occupy myself so that i can numb and forget the grief, pain and anguish. But sometimes, i cant help it, the betraying tears came pouring again. Trying to deal with all these is so hard. MY phone is filled with all ur messages. Do i delete them? Delete the memories? Delete the happiness i had when someone loved me so unconditionally? how bout the pictures?

I didnt just lose you. i also lost my confidence, my best friend, my everything. Do you feel anything akin to this? did you feel that u just lost someone dear to you? you told me i was the one who made u hapy? whe did this change? why?

Someone pls tell me its a JOKE. PLEASE!

Look.. ALL girls will react like this.. im not a psycho..
its just that u dont understand girls.
i feel better after i foud out that soemone out there is suffering as much as me o.O

CYCLING and SCRATCHES!

whoooos!
ddint update yesterday.. came back and theres smthin wrong with my internet connection o.O
well.. went cycling with aishah yesterday at east coast. WAS FUN! hahs
finally cycled after a year! ho ho ho :D i cycled like a pro ok!
ooh yea.. we cycled from like 1pm then when it was time to return the bikes we rented.. we couldnt find the bike shop!!!
We then found out that we are soooo soooo far away from the shop ..hahs.. we cycled too far =X

LOLs.. we had Burger King.. my fav.. DOUBLE SWISS MUSHROOM burger..yumm
Then played by the beach.. and had a terrible experience..
i hate S'pore beaches actually.. theyre disgusting.. we were walking at the beach and suddenly half of my leg sank into the sad.. was so scary and shocking!!
LOL.. wtf.
And aishah's sandals nearly gt washed away by the waves! hahhhs :D

--- found scratches on my legs when i reached home! wth! --- hahs XD


LOLs! -- Alone but moving on --

Whee.. i cycle like a pro !

eew.. i hate the spore beaches o.O

LOL! aishah...

HELLO! CRAP! HELLO! CRAP! WRONG NAME MY DEAR!

Streaming RESULTS!

mood : pissed o.O
Time: 8.05pm
Listening to : Mein Agar Kahoon ( hindi )


ohhk!!
STEAMING RESULTS ARE OUTTTT!!

ive got into 3E ! omg.. wheee :D
so.. gonna take Lit, elective history, pure geog ! wheees :))

and im soooooooooooo happy.
Gonna be in the same class as Atiqah, Alicia, Kerrie, Sera , Bernice, Yuen Man, Beverly and Syafiqah o.O

Now at home.. bored..
Got friends.. but no one wants to go cycling with me tomrw :(
wth. be sporty la ppl . hah

*hello.. im trying to make myself happy and forgot all my problems*

stay away-im pissed

don ask me why.. who or wadever..
im just pissed.

People can just give me advices..its so easy fer evryone to say that life is easy to manage and blahhhs.. but theyre not experiencing the pain in goin through. haizz. How can i ever explain to anyone what im goin through.. im wishing that someone would understand that cries of pain inside me.
erghhh.

i quit my job. ahhhhhh!
a chance that comes rarely in life but hu cares.. i think im better off without it.

Im just sooo bored of HOME. i need to breathe the air outside! ahhh.
hmmph. Anyone need a house maid? i think im good in that cos im treated like one at home. (cool huh? o.O)
whoo.. i have never complained to anyone bout my personal life.. oh well.. except fer him of cos.. but im goin through too much.. so im writting it here.. rawrrr

cant run away from problems... run away from it and its all gonna run after u sometime again.. this is life.. it goes on

wadever

oK. wadever. haiz. i QUIT.
errrrgh.
and erm. wow. He's back.
currently im pissed so u ppl back off and dont get close

im missing you

ok. i just wrote this last night. it makes sense to me and the current stuffs thats goin on with my life.

The first time we met,
I knew I had a friend.
The thing I did not know is that
I would want to love you until the very end.

Your precious love
has turned my life completely around,
I feel like I'm walking,
but my feet don't seem to touch the ground.
Sometimes you seem to be my shinning light
guiding me through the long, dark night

As I lie alone in bed thinking of you and I'll wonder
if you think of me too
as one more night slowly drags by
.I wish I were there with you,
kissing your sweet lips under the pale moon light,
and holding you, so very tight.
You really are the man of my dreams
and I can't wait to be with you,
for the rest of my life.

I know our time awaiting seems like an eternity,
but I'll wait forever to be in your life.
I love you,
I need you,
I want you,
and I will for all my life.

(copyrighted,my dear peeps!) - afiqah :)

HE's coming back on WED!

Mood : Happppy :)))
Time : 10.42am
Listening to : Teenagers - my chemical romance :D

wohkayys.
im soooooooo sooooooooo soooooooo
happy.
Know why? any idea?
LAST NIGHT I CHATTED WITH HIM ON MSN! .. finally... whee
He is still there.. will return on Wed.
ohhs.. had a nice time talking to him yesterday. Missed him so much :(

AND guess what..
he send me some picts.. and GOD!! he CUT HIS HAIR..
crew cut wadever he called it..
ermm... he looks like bradd pitt (hahaha) .
Cant wait to see him. wheeeeeeeees :D

xx Afiqah xx

When is he coming back??

Mood : so..wadever
Time: 10.34am
Listening to: Almost easy by Avenged Sevenfold . whoo

whooosh. another boring Sunday. LOLs
erms.. but not really..
waiting for my MCR lucky dip results by 3 pm! woots :)
atleast Loic wouldnt have to care so much bout this dip cos he already gotten the ticket... damn him o.O
... err...

life at home hasnt been goin on well either... evryone is soo suckish. hahs
HELLO??!! i want that job.. haiz. Why the hell cant she understand that i want that job not fer money.. just to occupy my holidays!!.. afterall.. THAT job comes by vry rarely.,. model or not to model?? ARGHHH!

(wheennnn is he comming backkk?) urrrrh.
trust me when i say.. I MISS YOUUUUUU :)

its the GIRLS DAY OUT!

woohoo.
its the girls day out!
went out and had sooo much fun shopping with huril n aishah :D lols
We went to Bugis and shop!! whooooo.
i brought like 100bucks..
bought like..

- SILKYGIRL face powder - $8.90
- Skull t-shirt - $29.90
- purple top - $ 10.00
- Skull chain - $10.00
- Tube top - $12.00

total : $70.80 !! wthhhh o.O


wheeees :D thats the one! i LOVEEE IT!

So lucky of me.. cost $40.. and i got it for $10 !!
best buddies :)

Okkies.. im counting down to the day... HE's Gonna come back soooooon !!

arghhhhh .. im missing my friend so much :(

another boring friday

Mood : moooody o.O
Time: 11am
Listening to : DEAD! by My chemical romance :)


wheeeees!
ive gotten all the ic numbers fom Loic.. now just waiting for the results!
i want the tix to MCR concert.. rawrrr!
okie dokie.. my friend's are all kinda busy tday so theyre not coming over.. aishah having Npcc and huril's having bball taining. And i woke up at around 9.15 today! Too late to go fer the SC meeting. hehs. Kane called me a lame shit slacker cos of tat o.O

hahs. well.. im downloading Mall tycoon 2 ! hahs. just the demo trial..
im going shopping with huril tomrw at orchard n bugis .. so probably can find more tycoon games to occupy my holidays with :D

im counting down to the day when he will be back! hahs..
and also to my streaming results.. hrmmph :P

new blog skin!

wohkayys!
how do you like my new blog skin??? hehs.
its MCR!
well.. i dont noe why.. im crazyyy over them. hahs.
check this out. its on my bedroom's wall !

Its MCR!! whooo :D

Lols. and ooh yeah..
ive updated my friendster profile in the previous hours too !
edited the about me section.. changed the layout n song.. blah blah.
hehs.

rawrrrs.. dammit.. theres SC meeting tomrw bout this head level election thingy. WTH!
we have to go there with full uniform + tie + SC badges ! dots ... haiz o.O

wad the hell shld i do next? im bored. hahs.

woots fer MCR

Okayyys. boredom killlsssss!
hahs.
im searching for MCR skins while writting this . lols
okay.. im IN LOVE..
in love with MCR! hahahhs :D
yesterday talked with a friend who's crazy over them too.. lols.
LOIC!
hahs. we talked bout the mcr concert tickets.. wth! he already got them!! i hate youuu!!
i want the tickets desperately..
i shouldnt have gotten the linkin park's tix.. shld have gotten MCR's ! wthhh.. BIG MISTAKE!!!

rawrrrrrr ! anyone wanna go with meeeeee? hahas.
i want the PA STAND tickets.. and backstage passes.. oooh.
i wanna meet my sweetheart, Gerard Way! *ooooh*

But dammn it.. Gerard's too old fer me.. he's 30 and already engaged! hahs
wait up... how old is his brother, Mikey James Way(is tat the right name?)??? hahaha XD

hehss . wohhkayss!
will post more later.. now gotta do some MCR skin huntingg :)
wheeeeeeeeeees :DD