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new year??

Oh gosh . its 31st Dec? noticed it?
2007 is SO over!
Had gone through so much good and bad times and kinda appreciate every moment of it :P
Im just hoping 2008 is all gonna be a fresh year ahead with new challenges in life.
And KA-BOOM .. school is starting in two days. oh yea. TWO days.
Wait.
Am i supposed to be excited bout it? heh. guess so.
But the truth is.. NAH!
HELLO!
its like predicted HELL ahead. (cant say it out here) *winks*
My besties will know why. HEHEH.

And damn bullshit is happening at home.
Hmph. i dont really bother to say anything more bout it.
New year but theres nothing so NEW im looking forward to cos i know things wont change for me. Im just waiting and see how bad my life can get..
Just following which ever direction the wind is bringing me. (sounds familiar?)

ok. short summary of my day.
2hrs at the gym . Then swim at aishah's place with Gui Jun and Carine.
Its not really SWIMMING cos i cant swim (shhhh).
but lol. Who cares. Had a great time jumping and splashing. hehhhs :P

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!
MAY YOU HAVE A BLESSED YEAR AHEAD!

~~ LOVES!~~

♥ 6:56 PM

new year cming up!

Boo!
im back from gym ! had fun. Tiring but really fun. hahah.
And goin again tomrw morning fer Kickboxing class then meeting Huril, Aishah and Shroom fer lunch :))

Ouhhhs.
Since new year's coming up.
Here's m new year resolutions.

1) Less shopping
2) Learn to save $$$
3) Do well fer maths and science
4) Get A1 fer my malay o levels.
5) Stay away from "trouble"
6) Be nice to EVERYONE ? lol
7) Lose weight (eeh. but im not FAT la)
8) STOP drinking soda drinks.
9) Attend my gym class every week
10) Read two books in atleast one month.

erm will think of more later maybe??
hahs. Now talking with Huril on the phone. soooo. Ciao!

:D

♥ 5:48 PM

whooo hoo HIP HOP!

Tskkkk.
Im terribly sick right now. Flu. Sore throat and so on and on and on. Hahs.
Just came back home.
Went out with mum in the morning to get sis's bday present. Then, had lunch at Fish & Co. Drank this really big glass of Sharkie Freeze which totally worsen my cough. *sobb*

Then met aunt at Causeway Civic centre to apply for the Amore Fitness membership.
She's really nice to pay for my fees! Awww. thank you loads!!
its like 88 bucks per month and i have unlimited access to the hip hop and other classes including free usage of gym! woohoo!
Im planning to go for Hip hop and Cardio Latino classes next week!
And gym fer tomrw :)

Now atleast i have something to fill up my boredom :D

And dammmn it. I just hope i'll feel better tomrw.
Sheeeesh. Why i must get sick when school is like starting in 3days! wahhhh o.O

oh yea.
And saw Syahid while in Northpoint. He smiled smiled smiled and i smiled smiled smiled. LOL!!
dots.

ok. my head is spinning crazy now. Need a gooood sleeeeeep. Zzzzzzzz

♥ 3:27 PM

Totaly voiceless? darn

Ouhhhs. My throat is hurting like hell. Damn it.
Today was worse then yesterday since theres two more additional boys who came to 1B.
Sheeesh. Theyre so annoying.. So had been shouting the whole day.
Its just so hard to just talk. Its no use at all. Talk and no one listens. Shouts and EVERYONE listens. LOL :P

However, my two favourite juniors are a great help - Shaun and Kenneth (ronaldo).
LOL.
Thyre naughty but really nice.. They are the ones who kept sticking around with me the whole orientation and they gave me chocolates just now fer being a great mentor! *ehem* Awwwww.. And the girls were better today (thank god!)

And there's Louis. The idiot who kept annoying me the whole day.
And he tried pulling down my pants. But failed of course. My juniors are really cool. They pulled down his pants instead. White briefs. LOL!!

Met Huril too! woo hoo.
We collected our books. hehhs.
And then spend some time with her, walking around and slacking. Hahs.

Dammn it.
Im so hungry right now. The food they gave us was TERRIBLE!. ouuuhhhs.
Im waiting fer mum and she's still not back yet. WTH.
its already 8pm!
i havent had anything and im STARVING!!!!! rawr!

And guess what.
A guy found maggots in the chinese food yesterday! WAHAAHAHAHAH.
and eeeew :P

♥ 7:43 PM

birthday wishess

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR AISHAH!
ure finally fourteen girl (tomrw) !
WOO HOOO :)

and i know who's my form teacher... Mdm Loh.. 2E's form teach this year.
darnnnn.
And 2A's is Mr Yeo.. 2J is Mr Ang ( ooohhh )

ehhh.. i want Mr Khalid laaaa. S-A-T-A-Y ! wooo hoo :P

♥ 9:06 PM

Cries of the throat! wahaha

Another day to be listed on my "most horrible days i had" list .
The first day of sec1 orientation wasnt really thaaaaaat bad but.. its really tiring..
Especially when i have to be incharge of 1Brillaint , a class which turned me nuts.
The guys in the class were really friendly.. But i serously have no comments on the girls -.-

Then most of the uniform groups were there while i was briefing the sec1.. DAMN IT.
Saw syahrum with his Ncc team.. the WHOLE lot of them (damnn. its a bad thing)

One or two of the guys were seriously getting on my nerves. Things can get really annoying at times when they are overly hyper. blahhs.
And theres this guy. Shaun. who kept calling me his sister. LOL.
friendly.. but a little TOO friendly. Pinched my cheeks. Put his arms around me.. where i immediately escaped!!.. LOL.
And lastly.. he got my number from somewhere -.-
sheeesh.

My throat is hurting BAD.
My head is spinning CRAZY.
my back is aching HELL.

good luck to me.. fer another tiring day tomrw esp when i have to run here and there.. to my CCA.. and to this orientation thingy. pfft.. >.<

♥ 7:59 PM

oh. eff her

Pfft.
The Orientation dry run was just a waste of time today . uurgh! -.-
Came back home had SOOOOO much stuffs to do.
Was doing stuffs fer tomrw then she came home nagging. (she does that everyday)
-- even now --

Then she asked me to help her cut the ingredients since she wants to cook.
I DID it. good kiddo eh?
Then sis was yelling outside fer the phone charger. Told her twice. So was quite fed up and replied with quite an irratated voice.. SHE ( not sis ) came to me and flicked the water at my face.. Effin ass. She did that just because in her view, i was being rude to my sis. LOL. Hello..how can she do that??!! *%@$# i deserve respect too ok! She should thank god that im not rebellious or else she would have murdered herself by now >.<

freakkkko.
darn it. i wish i could do something .. YELL at her or something but too bad i cant.
hehs

well.. tomrw gonna see the sec1 kiddos. heh. Just hope they wont give me a hard time and i wont return home without my voice -.-

♥ 6:55 PM

Second time chipmunk???

Its CHRISTMAS!
hahs.
And got a present from my uncle.. got a very cute teddy! ha ha . YAY! :)

Then met aishah at northpoint with carine. Since Aishah's bday cming up and i cant go out with her on 28, we decided to go out today. Watched Alvin and the chipmunks fer the SECOND time! omg. i didnt really get bored of it. I really liked the opening of the movie! haha.
OHHHH!
then listen to this. After the movie, while i was walking in the crowded shopping mall, someone hugged me from the back! GUESS WHO ???
its Atiqah. I stared at aishah.. aishah stared at me. Moments of silents!. LOL!
LOL. "lucky" enough to meet her ehhh? We were then speechless. haha. The situation at that moment was hilariously unforgettable! We were laughing like retards while goin up the escalator!! whoooo. haha

LOLs.
And we took picts! haha.
So decided to change my facebook and friendster pict since i got new ones! :P
hahs.

My phone's been ringing all day. Ive been recieving tons of Christmas wishes from all the hundreds contact in my phone. hahahah :)

MERRY XMAS!

and whad ya think of my new blogskin?
leave taggies peeps!

♥ 6:16 PM

im sorry

IM sorry. I know that call is all gonna be bout one thing.
Sorry for jumping to conclusions. Guess u arent that NUTS afterall eh. SORRY :)

OK people!
ive managed to upload those pict! YAY ME! haha

Mr India in the making

Cant deny it.. she's crazy

AHAHAHHAHH! crazy me

I cant seem t upload the rest of the picts.. uuurgh. maybe some other times?
haha

♥ 10:50 AM

Pfft. its raining heavily here and ive just returned home from my relative's wedding!
HAD SO MUCH FUN!
well as everyone knows Indian weddings are always filled with dancing n singing :)
So that the only thing i like bout weddings.. and.. not forgetting the food.. and my hot cousins and relatives (HAHA).. and ALSO.. dressing up :P ! he he

Reached there around 1pm.
And the most shocking thing of all .. Saw granddad singing! hahahah. lol. but he's voice is quite good tough.
Spend quite a while chatting and eating with few of my guy relatives : Ashok and Sahil.
Well good looking guys can be annoying at times.
Wanna know why?
They forced me to SING! omg. YES.. SING!
my face was soooo flushed when they started shouting and pulling me up on the stage.. HORROR MOMENTS!!!

Then sang 'Bole Chudiyan' with Prem. I think at that moment some guests's ears might be bleeding from the noise pollution i made.. or maybe theyre enjoying it? oouhh.. i dont know bout that really because the fact is that..I CANT SING!
LOLs

Then.. ATE again. hahs. cant resist the food . LOL.

well, i cant really download the picts. i dunno why. My laptop bluetooth connectivy is faulty 0.O
will post the picts soon when i can..

xx tata xx

♥ 5:37 PM

burn a hole in my pocket.

pfft.
Just reached home from Orchard. hahs
Went to buy bday present fer my mum before Christmas Sale is over! hahah
Bought her a Fossil Watch.. which really burned a hole in my pocket.. KA CHING! and 175 bucks is gone! hahs :)
Town is sooooo fully packed with ppl. Cant blame it since christmas is cming up.
lol.
and OMG. I should have brought extra cash. I totally fell in love witha GUESS shirt. So plain yet it costs 59bucks. haha. Thats why i will try my best to keep a distance away from those kinda shops but it totally didnt worked. Obvious na? hah.
And met some a**holes. This stupid caucasian at first was walking next to me and he said.. "hot".. i thought he was talking to himself.. which is weird.
tHen next moment he came ..tiny slapped my butt and said.. " Cute ass baby "
WAHHH! oh my effin god. GRRRRRRR!

Currently listening to some MCR songs.. the song "mama" is real cute i think. LOL.
and i love this part of the song :

"Well mother what the war did
to my legs and to my toungue
You shoulda raised a baby girl
i should have been a better son
If you could cuddle the infection
They can amputate it at once
you shouldve been
i could have been a better son"

LOL.
I just love their songs! and THEM of course -.-
My ipod is filled with thier videos.. and my phone is set to their theme. aww.
LOL.

and watching my bolly movie - Om shanti Om now. That makes it the 7th time ive watched it. Great :)))

BubYiess xx
and oh.. ive got a regular visitor at my blog. LOL! dots

♥ 4:41 PM

effin you

Freak.
wth she wants from me?
Doesnt her life with that stupid guy is enough to occupy her?
Sheeeesh. Effin ass.
That feeling of hatred is always there when i see her face or even when she talks to me. yes.. seriously.
Its impossible to explain this to anyone cos none of them are in my shoes.. lol. They wouldnt even want to. Its like living hell at home. Great.
Things get lost.. she blames it on me..
My sis's money.. her shirt.. this and that. LOLS.
Do i look as if i have so much time to steal her stupid shirt and my sis's $$$ ?
LOL. even if im broke, im not that kinda girl.. and that shirt is just becos that guy bought her that. LOL. You got me wrong lady...
Things are really getting on my nerves now and then.
Im like supporting myself in evry single situation but i dont think i can stand this fer long. as if i have any choice....

but darn it.
i just hope she realises the mistake she's making.
that guy is the cause for everything.. every effing thing.

fck. must cancel plan with huril.. and maybe even aishah's bday plans.
sheeesh. im really sorry guys. hope u'll understand.. but u guys just go ahead without me and have fun yea?
i cant do anything.. except to follow the Queen's order. Bugger.

♥ 9:05 PM

Sec1 registration

Had so much fun in school.. eventough it sounds kinda boring when i say " duty on the Sec1 registration Day " lols.
Well, everything went perfectly smooth. Just encountered some weird parents with too many weird questions -.-
hahs. On the other hand, had a great time, esp with Huril.
She came over to my house after that since it ended earlier.

Well.
Suddenly, i just realised something.
Life isnt just about being stuck with your problems.. there's just certain times where you have to cover those dreadful problems with joy and laughter.
And well, girl friends are just the best.

When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.

And well, i would just wanna thank one person.
Just this someone, who tried his best to make me understand life.
Someone who makes me understand that theres much more to life then making a certain stuffs my priority. im so greatful to that one angel in my life :)

And i realised that when im being forced to stand alone, thats when i realized what i have in me .

And.. oh yea.. not forgetting my special besties - Huril n Aishah, who is always there fer me other than that special angel friend of mine :D

♥ 6:17 PM

PS : i love you

ouhhs. you guys should really read that book i mentioned earlier : Ps, I love you.
Sheesh.
ok well, read this.. short summary of it :)

They were childhood sweethearts at 14.
At 20, got married and no one could imagine Gerry and Holly without one another. Until the unthinkable happens. Gerry's death due to brain tumour, devastated Holly. But as her birthday looms, she discovered that Gerry has left her a bundle of notes, gently guiding her into her new life without him, each signed 'PS, I Love You'.

--- read read read --

THE FIRST LETTER SHE DISCOVERED :

My darling Holly,

I dont know where you are or when youre reading this. I just hope that my letter has found you safe and healthy. You whispered to me not long ago that you cannot go on alone. You can, Holy.
You are strong and brave and you can get through this. We shared some beautiful times together and you made my life...i have no regrets.
But im just a chapter of your life - there will be many more. Remember our wonderful memories, but please dont be afraid to make some more.
Thank you for doing me the honour of being my wife. For everything, im eternally grateful.
Whenever you need me, know that im always with you.

LOve forever,
Your husband and great friend,
Gerry

omg.. i was getting so emotional reading this.. the book. sheesh. ha ha.
and its worth your read! trust me.. lol.

and sheeshh.. another tiring day tomrw.. school...
gonna have to drag myself up early at around 4 or so. UURGH >.<

♥ 12:58 PM

ZZZ.. anything wrong with blogger??

Pfft..
just came back from school. Reached home like 7 ! errgh.. my limbs felt as if theyre breaking loose and my head is banging to me. Ouhh...
Well, the whole dry run thingy was dragged till quite late. wth.. but had a fab time with HURIL. hahahah :)
Came back home, no chance to rest at all.. since im like the "maid" at home. So yea.. gonna live with it since theres no other choice. Zzzz.
Things were really gettin on my nerves just now..
but really dont wanna say it out here cos it might give some wrong impression of my mum. haiz.

And is there like something wrong with blogger?
i tried visiting huril's blog .. and then aishah's .. but there's something which prevented me from viewning the blog.. EVEN my OWN blog. hahs.
hmmmmm...

and ooh. ive bought that book i mentioned earlier : PS, i love you.
and darn it.. tears are welling up in my eyes while i was reading it!
whoo.. sucha sadddd love story. ZZzzzz

♥ 8:26 PM

my dream bag... gone case? heh

ouhs.
dream bag : that $109 PUMA gold bag. but nahh.. been drooling fer that. but well, ive to stop BUYING bags.. hahs. So.. two words : Not Buying o.O
LOLs.
went to Vivo with aunt. Guess What. That Tagger Bag isnt as interesting as it looks like on the net. On the net, the price stated is around $60. Went there and the price is $126 onwards. LOLS. as if i care cos by the looks of the Tagger bag, i dont seem to get attracted. Hehe. So yea. Good fer me.
And well,
came back home and browsed through the net for some activities and well, im applying for FunkBlitz Hiphop thingy at Amore Fitness!! (whoo) and maybe Huril's tagging with me too. Cool eh :P

Since things are getting better.. life's been goin great..
i might as well enjoy every moment of it.
Going cycling this Sat.. then next week out to town to get mum's bday prezzie..
thinking of buying her a perfume.. maybe Elizabeth Arden, Anna Sui or some other brands.. yea.. any reccomendations, people?? :)

And *ehem*
my blog is probably OVERLY published. Thanks to some great King. Yea. YOU!
hahahahh. lol. darn it .

♥ 8:01 PM

LOUIS IS A MAJOR PERVERT! *screaaaaam*

Ok. wadever bout previous post.
Today im like a total living zombie.. only had 3 hrs of sleep.. blame it all on the Liv and ManU match and Asian Idol. Zzzz. But wat the heck..
Was so shocked.. well, its more of a dissapointed thingy really when my Liverpool lost. UURGH! *sobbs*

Then woke up at 5.
well. yea FIVE!
School's fom 8 to 5. Had our sec1 orientation dry run and im the mentor. YAY me :D
well, its all turning into a nightmare when LOUIS came to my group.. i dunno y, but he KEEPS on irritating me.. ALL THE TIME.. every second.
First.. "accidentally" hits the ball on my head.. then tiny slap on my face..
then smiling at me every single moment.. grips my hand so tightly when we're playing the games o.O

oh. and he's such a hell of a perverto! yeaaa. *sccccreeeeaaammmm*
well.. everyone was punished.. kena do sit ups.. crutches.
Then he ask " can do infront of you??" reason : because im wearing a skirt... WTH!
Then.. he kept on staring at my unbuttoned shirt. uurgh. ass.
and he needs help.. haha. *do stop messing my hair,LOUIS!! i wont spare u the next time * he has such a corrupted mind.. filled with nonsensical nonsense.. trust me :P

okk.
busy busy fer the whole week. ZZZZz.

♥ 9:16 PM

Fuck life

Ok. this is really pissing me off. WTF is happening here.
ok. listen to this..
I went to school at 8.. well.. now just reached back home.
Was seriously shocked when i get back.. theres like NO ONE at home not even sis.. well, started to panic, thought there were some EMERGENCY stuffs.
Called mum and she said theres some family problems.. my grandma and sis is at my aunt's hse and i shld go there too. WTF. im not even close to that aunt. Sheesh.
Reason fer being pissed : I HAD ONLY 3 hours of sleep last night. havent really had a good meal today..

And when i reached home.. ive got this nonsensical crap. eerh. *^#%#!$!&@@&
i cant stand this anymore.
family problems.. so what? i bet it doesnt include me.. i dont need extra problems in my life.. have had enuf..
AND HELLO.
im sooo tired.. im like a living ZOMBIE right now.. so sleepy and droopy
i need an effing good rest !

well.. fine.. im so fooked up with life.
when i thought things were gettin better, im wrong.

Watever it is.. im gonna get myself out of that house as early as i can..to wherever..
Life like this is just so frustrating.

will update tomrw bout today's dry run which was damn fun
now gotta go and rush to aunt's hse. unlucky me again. great .

I DONT EVEN KNOW WHATS HAPPENING !!!!!!!!!!!

♥ 4:55 PM

ChipmunKs are so adorable :DDD

HOLY NUTS! Theodore's has the largest butt !
Zzz.
What am i talking about? well.. lols.. just went out with Carine yesterday to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks!
omg! Theyre soooo cute! and its a must-watch movie, guys! yes.. its a MUST :D
and Theodore's voice is voiced by Jesse Mccartney.. my ex xweetheart. he he :)
Sheesh.. i so have to catch The Golden Compass after this .. anyone up fer a movie?

Well.. last night chatted with Beverly till like 11.30 . lol. had so much to talk about. Then after turning into a sleepy zombie, i decided to sleep.. Zzzz.

Well.. just begged mum.. she says i can buy that Tagger bag. he he.
HURIL!! we can go buy the bags next week!!! yay for us! Tagger bags.... he he he.
Wait... where will i have to "trash" my another new converse bag ? -.-

Hehe.
well.. Just came back from buying sch shoes.. bought a Kappa schoe :D whee.
And oh yea..
im like desperately looking for this book : PS, i love you

the summary i read of the book simply caught my heart..
its about two childhood sweethearts..
Then the guy died.. the girl was so devastated.. then she found a whole bundle of letters from the guy which is to help her go through the everyday life.. with each letter ending with "ps, i love you"

OMG... sheeeesh. i so BADLY want that boooooook !

♥ 1:36 PM

GuYs

Name 4 guys which first comes to your mind..

1 : Loic
2: Sunny
3: Zwan
4: Atreya

NUMBER 1 >> LOIC

why is he number ONE? : ermmm.. he's the first guy which comes to my mind ??
What Kind of guy is he? : Zzzzz... funny.. friendly.. hot.. hahahah
Does he know u exist? : LOL hell yea. duh! :DDD
Ever had a crush on him? : Yes yes yes yes yes yes.
Now? : errrmmm.. maybe?
He calls you.... : err. AFIQAH la.. and erm.. maggie mee hair o.O
Have he ever smsed you out of the blue : Yeap. lols

NUMBER 2 >> SUNNY

Describe him in 3 words : funny , annoying , crazt :D
How do you meet him : err.. he got my number.. and i dont know how.. lol
Is he older than you? : er yessss.
Ever gone out with him : Nopesssss
His fav food ? : HOW WOULD I KNOW. haha

Number 3 >> ZWAN

Favourite qoute : "im hot i knoe" ... lol.
Is he photogenic : oh yea. i think so. he takes tons of picts! lols :P
Ever went out on a date with him: errr.. its not really a date o.O
Lady's Guy or Guy next door : he's a LADY's GUYS! evryone knows that!!
Is he in your top ten hot list : yea.. maybe.. haha

Number 4 >> ATREYA

3 words for him : wise , funny , second;version;of;hrithikroshan ?? LOL!
What is his christmas present gonna be? : err.. err...... er....
To you ,He is famous for? : his gay laughter at times on the phone. lol.
Why is he number FOUR : because he's not number 1. hahs
Ever went out with him : er yes.

AMONG ALL ..

the hottest : LOIC
annoying ass : Sunny
Playboy : ZWAN!
caring : Atreya
your possible crush : err.. Loic?
your current nemesis : Zwan? ahah

♥ 11:14 AM

OMG! i forgot to blog bout that concert

OMG!
i just realised that i dint blogged bout the concert! LOL! how could forget that..
zzzzZzzzz.
hahs.
Well..
THe concert hall is filled with caucasians instead of malaysians.. which is a REALLY good thing. ha ha.
Met a bunch of really cool guys.. Since im alone, they asked me tag along with them.. theyre really a cool bunch of guys. LOL.
We SQUEEEEZED our way to the front row.. WHICH IS A TOTAL KILLER!
yes.. urrgghh.. at that moment, i had a feeling that i will break either one of my limbs or even my neck! haha.
Thank god with the help of Kazen, Ryan, Alex and Harris, we ALL managed to get a spectacular view of the band!
and *droooools* .. GERRARD WAY IS RIGHT INFRONT OF ME!
and the best part was when i managed to hold his hand.. ok.. its more of a touch really.. LOL! :D

and the pictures which i snapped sadly turned out to be blurry... well.. most of them did turn out that way due to the hectic crowd.
Their TEENAGERS perfromance was rocking! haha

Pictures are already downloaded into my friendster ... Zzzz..

♥ 10:04 AM

ever know whats the meaning of BITCH

Ok. listen to this.. i just talked to Atiqah on the phone..
and currently im chatting with Beverly.. lols. my new friend.. okkkkk :D
and..
Atiqah called a few moments ago..
and she said this..
"peoples calls me a bitch ah? nvm la.. BITCH means Babe In Total Control of Herself"

HAHAAHAHAH. lol. she thinks too highly of herself.

ok. erm. i'll continue blogging some other times . im chattin with Bev now.
tata :D

♥ 9:53 PM

SORRY my new friends

Hey. Sorry bout all those previous posts.. just a total misundersatnding.
Yea.. and now ive found myself a new friend, Bev.
Well, she's fun to talk too.. we talked bout "someone" .. and erm.. school bags.. shopping.. holidays.. and blah blah.
lol. ok. no hard feelings, girl :D

CHRISTMAS IS CMING UP..
catch my christmas wishlist >>

- Vagary watch
- The Bad Karma Mini Tee from FOURSKIN
- Roxy perfume set
- ZA foundation set
- A new laptop skin
- french manicure set

WHEEEEEEES! haha.. i still havent buy christmas prezzies yet o.O
hurrhurr. lol

AND. wow. i just found out that i got a new nickname..
wanna noe?
wanna noe?
its..
Ms Posh Posh. lol. urrrgh

♥ 3:54 PM

WOW

uuurgh.
im going mental. Yes.. mental. Zzz
HELLO??
Get your won life and deal with it. Dont go butting into other's life and making it worse.
And dont worry.
Im not that evil to do anything to ur fren.
And i have nuthing against them before this.. so.. dont they start all effin nonsense.
I want to live my life.. not with people labelling and insulting me.
you wouldnt like that either right?
So..
yea. ive have had enough of everyone's nonsense.
For once, let me live my life without any problems.

♥ 11:58 AM

Get LOST!

Oh damn damn damn.
im effin pissed right now! yes.. since yesterday...
All because of two great people . One couldnt get enuf to bother me.. the other one is just a busybody biatch. GREAT. what a combination of friends na?
Why cant these people just leave me alone.
Real people like me dont need labels, my dear "friends"..
im just me.. you can call me whatever you want but im the ONE and ONLY person who can judge myself not YOU.

and i had a really great dream of me bitch slapping that girl.. oooh.
but no i wont..
like i said.. ive never hated any of the girls in 2e unlike Atiqah.. so i have nothing against them.
But dont try messing around with me dears..

and whatever happened yesterday.. that call.. was a big mistake.
it wasnt supposed to happen.

♥ 10:35 AM

YOURE DEAD!

ok..im very very very pissed right now !!
oh to hell with u biatch metal mouthed girl !..
Funny people ehhh? wow.. good enuf im funny .. how bout u? metal mouthed ass??!
ok. im effin pissed right now.
you have no rite to call me anything cos u dun even noe me.
you cant judge people just by listening to others.. can u??!
and dont get me together with HER! im not like her... well.. u'll see that next year..
before this i have nothing against u, biatch.. and now i do..

♥ 9:07 PM

Im missing you badly.

Damn.
i really cant explain what im feeling now.. i just wanna breakdown and cry.
All of a sudden.. "bumped" into somethings.. read some words.. and i just get so emotional. Im just missing someone so badly. Yes.. BADLY. its the worst feeling ive ever experienced.. Im missing someone who meant so much to me till now..
THE OH SO MANY REASONS why i miss you :

- you make me smile even when i dunt want to
- you wiped away all my tears and sorrows
- you give me the courage to go through every obstacle in my life
- i have never met anyone like you
- youre so special to me
- i cant hate you no matter what you do or say
- youre that shining star which brightens my life
- youve always helped me to make myself into a better person
- youre the one who always cheers me up on the phone when im bored
- you always go through a little trouble just to help me
- those sweet notes and messages

oh my god.. there's lots more..
and thats why.. you know.. that im still here waiting...
Ive changed.. maybe a little.. but my feelings havent..
that special name is still etched deep down in my heart in a very special place.

♥ 6:35 PM

TimeZoneee :P

Rain rain go away... lalala.. lols.
Been raining since yesterday.. but i dun have much complaints bout it. ITs kinda nice staying at home , feeling cold and cuddling my teddies. haha.

Just came back from Causeway Point.. went out with Aishah and sis.
Was just spending time, havin fun at the TimeZone. lols. Got nothing better to do anyways..
i topped up 20 bucks into my TZ card and started attacking every games there. hahs.
had a great time playing basketball while aishah was so interested to play the "kiddish" games as she calls it. LOL.
and by the end of the day, i managed to collect 49 ecredits!!
all thanks to me.. who played "so well" in bball. haha. Kinda miss huril at that time too. hahs.
Well.. thank god mum gave me some extra $$$ to spend . hahs.
or else i wont be stepping out of the house! he he.

oh ya.. while waiting fer aishah.. saw this guy.. indian..around my age..
he seems kinda familiar and he kept walking past me fer more than 10 times!..
hmmm.. do i know him??? *thinking....*

Now im satying at aunt's house.. bored..bored..
planning to change my blogskin.. still searching for the RIGHT one.. thats not so emo. LOLsss :D

♥ 4:55 PM

IM BORED BORED!

oh lala..
im planning to change my blogskin again.. how bout thatt?
hehe.

Now there's like 7 people chatting with me! arghhh.. *im having a headache now*
ohh. and ive uploaded the MCR concert picts on friendster..
and thats when i found out that most of the picts turned out blur! WTH :(
ok.. im like so random na?
well, its cuz i really have nothing interesting to blog about. sad.
Now chatting with Tiff and Anish.. hahs..
And my phone's been vibrating fer quite a while and i dint even bother to check it..
might be from him?? err.. nvm. Will check it laterrrrr o.O

And hello??
anyone out there to go out with me???
im bored!
im planning to go have some fun at the arcade.. LOLs.
and yesterday's Arcade at bugis was superb!!
and know i know that i shouldnt even learn how to drive ..
TIFFANY!! lets go out again .. he he :DD

♥ 12:29 PM

IM SERIOUSLY BROKE! donations anyone? LOL

OK.
yesterday i was NEARLY broke and today im TOTALLY broke.
Asking why?.. well.. went out with Tiffany and Muhammad. Out to Bugis.
Since Huril wasnt free, i went out with them .
Well.. got bullied by Muhammad.. as usual . LOLs.
I didnt buy much stuffs.. but it seems that my wallet has been gettin thinner o.O
Just bought a new wallet and a case pouch!
Oh and 2 badges.. and Muhammad bought me one too. LOL. thank you!!!

And well.. I NEED AN ANSWER, AISHAH!
Are you cming with me to the Groove Dance thingy on 16 Dec? -.-

Im so trying to lock myself in the house..
NO SHOPPING.. hahs. IM BROKE . IM BROKE. IM BROKE.
Anyone wanna play a part and help this sweet girl.
Just dial my hotline to donate ! hahhhs :D

♥ 7:55 PM

im broke?

Ok. i think im BROKE. yes. BROKE.
ha ha.
Oh my gawwd. i had such a great time at Batam. The place sucks but the hotel im staying at is SOOOO wow.
First day reached around 3 and we went out to have lunch at Nagoya Mall. And the FOOD is soooo good. I had Nasi Ayam Penyet (lol). What a funny name o.O

AND the best thing ive ever tasted was their POTATO DOUGHNUT.
ooh. im drooling fer one right now :P

Second day went SHOPPING! *winks*
Went To MegaMall and BTC mall.
i seriously shopped till i drop.. i really meant DROP.
well.. lets take a look at what i bought..
- 2 shirts ( one with a crown!! )
- 1 bubble dress ( i sooo love it)
- Fila Jacket (so effin expensive)

and some other stuffies. lols.
The best thing was the hAIR TREATMENT.
and theres just ONE problem.. after the hair treatment, my hair looks BROWN.
hmmph. I REALLY MEANT BROWN. omfg.
wth should i do?
*wadever*

and i'll upload the pics real soon yea :D

and thanks fer that taggie, Huril.
yea i know the layout is so not me :D

♥ 3:06 PM

i will be gone fer the weekend people!

ATTENTION TO THE BLOG-PASSERS!

I WILL BE GONE FOR THE WEEKEND YAW!
WILL BE GOIN FER A HOLIDAY TO BATAM..
THEN MALAYSIA.. FOR MY MCR CONCERT!
ooh ! IM SO PSYCHED UP ABOUT IT!!
IM GONNA TAKE LOADS OF PICTS :DDD

SO ... WAIT UP FER MY UPCOMING UPDATES ON MONDAY! whoo :)

♥ 8:52 AM

GrooVe danCing!

Oh whees,
Me and aishah have decided to spend some time DANCING.
yepp.
we're goin for a dance course.. this 15dec.. and maybe continue it next yr!
HIP HOP :DD
but im still drooling fer that bollywood one... *sob*
is there anyone out there who wanna follow me for a BOLLY DANCE!! hahs

ohkays. well
just finish talking on the phone with someone..( its taht BITCH)
that reminded me of something that really annoys the three of us - me, aishah n huril..

"theyre nothing without me"
"im sure you miss me"
"theyre all gonna love me"
"i have so much more admirers than her"
"im so gonna buy a bag wich is more expensive then urs,Afiqah"
"Afiqah, she sucks.. "

WTF hell..
I HAD HAD ENOUGH OF UR EFFIN NONSENSE, BIATCH!
oh well.. bitch, for ur information.. we are like EVERYTHING without u.
and it is sooo true.
NONE of us likes you.. NONE!
and seriously.. just the three of us.. without you.. is so perfect.
we dont even NEED you. Esp girl like you who keeps insulting others as if u are the most popular and prettiest girl in school *blueks*
Dont even dream of having a loyal friend by your side if u continue ur life bahaving like a total slut.
Seriously.. uve got to look urself in the mirror.. youre not at all perfect, girl.
you are filled with thousands of flaws... GET THAT IN YOUR HEAD.
neither are you pretty nor nice..
youre just plain horrible.
Im just so happy that ive got two best friends by my side or else i'll be rotting away with you..
Im just so lucky to get out from your "prison" or else i might even turn to be like u one day which is gonna be a total DISASTER!

and .. trust me.. no one will like u next year.
biatches like u belongs in hell.. and dont you even dare insult my best friends infront of me.. my ears are already bleeding listening to ur effin nonsense. freak.

♥ 3:53 PM

SHOULD I CHANGE MY BLOG SKIN AGAIN??

Just back HOME!
yeahh.
went to my primary school, and send in the letter.. for the choreographer
thingy and i really really hope it will be approved .. i SO BADLY want it.
lols.
Was supposed to meet Huril after that but then she has got some last minute plans.. so i went to the library without her.. (dont worry,ure forgiven) hehe..
borrowed like FIVE books. hahs. im sooooo ADDICTED to reading.
borrowed these books :
+ Enthusiasm - Polly Shulman
+ The nannies - Melody Mayer
+ Take it off - J.Minter
+ Seven ways to lose your lover - Alesia Holliday
+ Price of Admission - Leslie Margolis

looks like im gonna spend the rest of my holidays reading!
well..
cant wait for Friday.
Going to Batam with mum.. staying in Harmoni Hotel for two nights..
going fer hair treatment.. manicure..pedicure.. WHEEEEEE :D

then on Sunday.. OFF TO KUALA LUMPUR to catch MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!
whoo.
i soooooo want the backstage passes.. hrmmph o.O

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE...... HERE I COME!

♥ 3:03 PM

CLEANING TIME!

hey hey hey.
*im like so tired now*
Just finished cleaning up my room! hahah.
Threw away all the old stuffs.. and blahhhs blahhs. hehe.
And i found a card.. made by YOU. hahs.
remember the one you made..? where u drew picts of me. lols.
that was cute and i still keep it . till now. lols
and found that first earring u gave me.. your first gift fer me on 6 March. hahhs.
oh oh.. and that bracelet when u went to india.. hahs. That yellow stone on the bracelet is still as shiny as ever!
hahs.. memories.

Well. now watching my Bolly movie - Om Shanti Om..
I LOVE THE SONGS!!! ahhh..
whees. hahs

AND CANT WAIT FOR THE MCR CONCERT in KL on 9 Dec..
hahahah.
im SO gonna take LOADS of picts. he he :D

♥ 12:31 PM

SmacKinG tiMe :))

okkays.
Huril and aishah just went home.. lols.
now so bored :(
hahs.

in the morning, met huril and aishah..
huril helped me with my schoolbooks..hahs.. THANK U LOTS GURRL!
and and and..
i fought with the bookshop lady! hahs.
which is totally her fault and my mum is so gonna report about this to the school.
hmmph. that stupid lady!

reached my hse..
played badminton fer a while then watched Cinderella Story! :D wheees.
hahs
and we played Rummy-O and Payday.. which i turned out to be a loser .. hurrhs.
Well..
then had a great time messing with the PHONE! whooo..

HURIL.. AISHAH.. WE HAVE TO DO THAT AGAIN!!
lols.

hope to go out with u guys soon :DDDD
☺

♥ 4:48 PM

roar! im finally back !

whees. im back people!
hahs.
Im like so tired now :(
Just ate my medicines and now im feeling so... er.... dizzy..hahs
A few moments ago, the phone rang..
i picKed it up.
Shocking.. my OLD fren .. woww.
but well.. he isnt as bad as i thought he were.. i guess i was wrong.

And erm.
NO PLANS TODAY.. but decided to stay home n watch my bollywood movies. Cant live without them, as u noe. hahs
TOMRW..
meeting my two besties.. theyre gonna come over and play badminton :))

some notes to be taken..
THINGS I SHOULD DO TO SAVE MYSELF :

- dont spend too much $$$
- eat my medicines
- no depressions allowed.. it will lead to BIG effects(u all wldnt noe wat it means)
- no cold drinks

hahaha :D

and you noe wat..
my sis is going to Bali with aunt this friday..
so mum decided to bring me for another holiday to Batam this weekend..
spending on some pedicure n manicures.. hair treatments.. and two nights stay at Holiday Inn hotel! WOWWW!

i wanna run but only far enough to make you miss me.. and i will make that run.. very soon.

glitter-graphics.com

♥ 2:55 PM

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