When I look at you♥

HELLLLP!

Ouh. wadda hell. Sec3 life is just so stressful. I cant seem to find any free time during weekdays!
Have school till late from Monday to Thurs and suddenly that Mrs S---- decided to put our dance practices to FRIDAY! HELLO! NOOOOO! i need rest. R-E-S-T.
Sheeesh. And then tomrw probably gonna deal with some Council Stuff cause i havent been signing the BOARD. uurgh, how lame is that? we have to sign this board every morning. heh. And i didnt. I can be forgetful too ok!

School WAS BORING today!
had this boring assembly programme. And had some shitty screaming
to * * * * " HEY LOOK! ur girlfriend" and pointing to ME! sheeesh. Wad an ass. Since when have i turned into french man's girlfriend ???? hmm

Blah blah and blah.
Hmmph. i just have NO MOOD for homeworks. Having a terrible headache and cant concentrate on my work. Dammit.
Body's aching bad. Had dance practice since we're performing fro CNY concert. Geeeeez -.-

HELLLLLLLLLLP!
im just so stressed up . *sob*

~Being happy doesnt mean everything is perfect,
It means that you have decided to look beyond imperfections ~

♥ 8:30 PM

Malay guys are so OUT

Okay! BACK HOME! wooopieee.
Had quite a boring day .
Mr Lim wasnt in school, so CME lesson was uber boring cos i always seem to enjoy Mr Lim's lessons. ha ha.

So then had practical lesson for Bio. Me and Aaron was mainly crapping bout the whole experiment. Sheesh. Trust me. He's sick. LOL!! :D

And guess what!! The sweeling is gettin better! no more piggy hand fer me!
Carine and Nazrul told me that my hand resembles a piggy's hand! *RAWRR*
Ok. This is just so irritating. Having a stranger annoying you on MSN.
Who the hell is this freak??!
He wants to know everything bout me! $#%!$^@&

hello. This malay guys shld really stop adding me up on msn.
Why bother when i dont even bother talking to malay guys.
Well, obviously i have something against MALAY guys. ha ha.
I just cant stand them. hmm. LOL

And well, just watched this Rush Hour 3 . Borrowed aishah's DVD and watched it last night.
" If youre half chinese, im half black. Im your brotha and im fly.
Youre down widdat snoopy? Thats dope aint it? "

and omg! Marie and me is finally finishing with the dance! yay US!
ok.. Me and marie really ahd a hard time completing the dance since only both of us are cracking our dear brains for moves! Pity Marie for always having to shout at Chee Siang! but i bet the dance is gonna turn out great!

HAHAHAH. thats the best line from that movie! LOLLLLL :)))
ok. gtg. Have quite a lot to do.

~The artpiece which stole my heart is your face
The music that attracted my ears is ur voice
The poem which is written inmy heart is your name ~

♥ 7:01 PM

my POOR hand *sobb*

WAD DA HELL!
Its swollen now -.-
MY HAND! MY HAND ! MY HAND! its swollen. *sadddddd*.
My fingers reminds me of those fat sausages ! goshhh.
I cant go to school like this!! So scccary. My right hand is like super fat :(

Ok. cant update much.
Have to collect my altered skirt (woohoo) .
So.. tata :D

~ Another day of my life ~

♥ 11:17 AM

Saddddd.

AHHHH!
I INJURED MY WRISTS!
*screammmmms... criessssss

My wrists had been hurting fer quite long sinc emy hiphop lesson. So, Mum DRAGGED me to the doctor.
WTH -.-
And now looook.
Got this stupid bandage on my wrists. Maybe because of that Hiphop thingy. hehs. And i cant even bend my wrists, making it hard for me to type and write.
hmph.

hehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. it hurts -.-

♥ 9:52 PM

Lalalala

Wokey Dokey. Just came back home a few moments ago. Had my Hiphop class and met mum and sis afterwards to have lunch.
Ate at Jerk Thai (Civic Centre - 1st Floor, infront of Mcdonalds) . My first time eating there and the food is realllly gooood *yumm*. The Thai fried tofu is SOOOO GOOOOOOOD!
Then walked around Causeway Point. It was terribly crowded there. People pushing here and there , so its quite annoying -.-

And whee. I bought a new scrunchie skirt from Samuel and Kevin.
its only $27.90 !! Woahh. thats why i love CNY sales. ho ho :D

Oh gosh!
Theres like soooo many good movies coming up..

Movies i HAVE To watch ;
- One Missed call
- 27 Dresses
- Ps ; i love you ( it opens on 14 feb! damn. )
- Poltergay (BUT its M18 *sadd )

i sooo have to catch that movie (ps,i love you).
Read the book and it was FAB!
gosh. its releasing on 14 Feb. Wait. thats valentines day na?
heh. Bullshit. Wat a boring day to look forward too.
Maybe i can spend this Valentines day alone.. Loving myself and watching the movie ALONE . cool. sounds like a great plan for me :D
What else shld i do? Valentines day is not meant for me.

~ another day of my life ~

♥ 6:04 PM

NUTSY WOOTSY me

I have a feeling that i'll go crazy real soon! Getting so stressed up with school. Been home late like 6 or 7 everyday cos of HMT and CCA. And i have no time to do anything except fer my homeworks and studies. Geeez. How can i suffer like this for the whole year??!
Ive just been a goody good girl recently. Been studying. Trying not to waste any precious time ( as if i have any ) . ok. So lets see.. im bored and sick of BOOKS for now.. Read this.. *LAUGHS*

THE NEXT TIME YOU WANNA COMMIT SUICIDE , DO IT RIGHT :D

Here's a few chapters from the book .. " Be the best at.. suicide" *ehem*

CHAPTER 1 : The Kiasu Suicide
- Get rope, Get gun, poison, pills , blades and knives..must have everything!

CHAPTER 2 : THE Slow Suicide
- Stay in Singapore ( LOL! )

CHAPTER 3 - The most DRAMATIC death of all - SLASHING
- Dont slash veins. The blood only DRIPS out. If u slash the artery, the blood SPURTS out. So, slash your carotid. AND DONT LOCK THE DOORS!
So, in the morning, Mummy dearest wakes up and screams..
" MY BEDSHEETS!! ordinary washing powder wont get rid of the blood stains! "

HAHAHAHAAH. ok. Thats somethinh which makes me laugh my head off! -.-
hmm. this is why i love my Lit text - Off Centre :DDD

♥ 9:14 PM

Finally ITS FRIDAY!

Yipee! its FRIDAY!! haha. Finally the weekends are here. wooo hooo. Been home late almost everyday. Have not been having enough sleep. My daily schedule on weekdays?
- Wake up
- Go to school
- Reach home around 6 or 7pm everyday
- Have dinner
- Homework / study
- sleep
I have to repeat that kinda routine from Monday to Friday! (how borng is tat!) darn. i dont even have time to watch my hindi dramas anymore :( Ok so im gonna spend my weekends going to my HipHop and Cardio Latino dance classes and studying. Having Chem and Malay test next week (rawrr). So planning to STUDY STUDY and STUDY . wooh. Goody good girl. he he and FINALLY Aishah and Huril are coming back!! YAYY!! have LOADS to tell them. Miss them so much o.O

~This is just another day of my life ~

♥ 4:03 PM

Three cheers!

Oh whee! We finally completed our dance choreography.
THREE CHEERS for me and Marie! woo hoo :D
Oh and the O levels result are out too. hmmm. cool eh.
If it was me, i would already me peeing in my pants by the time im taking my results. LOL. how scaryyyy :P

Ok well,
Came back home late. Like around 7.30. So worn out. Had a long day.
So yea. Gonna spend the rest of the night studying. (well, not the WHOLE night of course).

Hmm. i was just thinking bout life..
If only life was much easier..

Life would be perfect if..
GIRLS have a mute button.
GUYS have an edit button.
BAD TIMES has a fast forward button and
GOOD TIMES have a pause button.

I wish!

♥ 8:29 PM

Rising of the blooded ME

Woo hoo!
She's not talking to me now. YAY me! (honestly, im so happy :D )
LoL.
She needs help. Seriously. She's just retarded i guess.
And oh yea. I just think its better bitching bout someone infront of their faces rather then being a chicken and bitch behind their back . LoL. Whadda a crazy world of weirdos. sheeesh.

Ok whatever.
Chem was kinda driving me NUTS. hmmm -.-
Was so blur in the morning. Mr Lim asked me some stuffs and i couldnt get the answer and he's like " Qah, Down 10 . "
HE CALLED ME ..' QAH ONE '
HAHAHAH.

Had TONS of fun with Bev and Alex again today.
Bunch of NUTTY girls. hahaha.
Lit was fun too..
" i have balls sir! I have balls " (a line from that lit play -.- )

ok. Missing Aishah and Huril.
WHEN THE HELL ARE U GUYS CMING BACK??
DAMN IT -.-
*sobbb*

♥ 7:37 PM

NUTTY PEOPLE

Ok enough bout THAT girl.
Why let a dumbass spoil my day.
Back to my super duper cool life *ehem*

Been hanging out with Bev and Alex. Ms Nutcase and Ms NUTBOOBS *ehem*
We are just a whole lot of NUTTY PEOPLE. ok.
Super high all day :D YAY us!

BEVERLY!
eh. He's the blind one ok. I pointed at the PAPER! But instead, he thought it was SOMETHING else. POOOOOP :D

I LOVE MARIEEEEEE! ( for some really coool reason )
oh and i love Bev and Alex too :))

WHEEEEEEE. cant wait for Lit lesson tomrw :P

Sheeeesh. im so random -.-

♥ 8:26 PM

A few words for the "queen of b$%^! "

Woah.
She's the most SPOILT human being ive ever met. Oh trust me.
Ive never seen someone with that kinda attitude and it totally freaked me out.

So heres something for u, "dear" girl.
GO GET A LIFE!
You cant expect everyone to love you like how much ure totally in love with urself.
HELLO! this is the real world, girl. No more fantasy stories in LALA land!
Fix the freaking jigsaw puzzle and LEARN the truth.
We dont hate you for no reasons at all. We are not so unreasonable.
Youre such a screwed up girl. (oh trust me)
And i seriously cant stand u anymore. ( so dont step on my EARTH! )

you go around bitching bout others..
Ordering guys around like dogs..
"rule" the "world" like ure the queen..

And just one thing.
Dont hate people for no reasons at all. Look at yourself.
Dont u ever own a mirror? LOOK INTO THE MIRROR THEN YOU CAN TALK TO ME!
oh im so P-I-S-S-E-D off with you.
Never go against my friends..
Unlike you, i choose my friends.. So dont ever try to "mess" up their life or insult them.
Youre gonna get it in your face sooner or later.

GET A LIFE.

and stop bothering me.
Thank god that Im patient enough.. you need a list of things that uve done to me?

♥ 8:05 PM

Bitches SUCK

Wohkayy.
finally done with all my homeworks and yada yada :D WHEEEE !

ok. Nothing interesting today.
Just another normal and boring day in school -.-
Had Bio and CME.
CME was fun cos we did some group work.. Me, Bev and Alex! woo hoo :))
Well, we ended up chatting away and crapping bout some random stuffs instead of finishing our poster =X
Till Mr Lim knocked my head -.-
( IT DOESNT HURT OK!!! ) hahahah .

But in the end we somehow managed to finish SOMETHING. haahaa.

After school went to raid my CCA cupboard with marie and Carine. LOL
We tried to figure out the outfit for our next performance.
Kinda modern. So need a different outfit u see. ha ha :P

AND HIP HIP HOOORAYYYY!
i have like 4 people who are like PLANNING to come along for Maroon5 concert - Alex, Carine, Dao Ying, Chu Wen ! yayyyy!

ehhh. im planning to buy the 150 bucks or 125 bucks tix la!
i need to get a clear view of my ADAM -.-

anyone else?

- and already im missing my besties - *sobbb*

♥ 7:15 PM

Maroon 5 concert

MAROON 5 CONCERT! :D

Ok. So ive checked the details.
Here it goes..

Date : 25 March

Time : 8pm

Venue : Singapore Indoor Stadium

Duration : Approx. 2hours!

Tix range : $185 , $150, $125 , $100, $75 + $2 booking fees -.-

Best views : $185 , $150, $125
Restricted View : $$75 (effffff)

NO PA STAND TIX! (wth!)

Cameras without flash are allowed :)))

More info? :
http://www.sistic.com.sg/portal/dt?dt.isPortletRequest=true&dt.action=process&dt.provider=PortletWindowProcessChannel&dt.windowProvider.targetPortletChannel=JSPTabContainer/sEventsCalendar/Event&dt.containerName=JSPTabContainer/sEventsCalendar&dt.windowProvider.currentChannelMode=VIEW&dt.window.portletAction=RENDER&contentCode=maroon0308

ANYONE UP FER IT?????
Leave me taggies / sms me? hahs

Inform me ASAP ok.
I soooo NEEEED someone to tag along with me -.-
i cant go jumping and screaming there alone !

♥ 4:58 PM

TWISTER

Ok so my day wasnt that bad afterall.
Had Carine and Gui Jun over. Played Twister and gone all crazy bout it.
Ate LOTS of chocolates and nachos *ehemm*.
Dao Ying was supposed to come but then blah blah blah.
hah. i dont know what they have against each other but whatever -.-

And guess what..
ALL my best friends are gone tomrw! WTH!
im only left with Carine and Dao ying!
HURILLLLL!
AISHAHHH!
you freaksss. hahah.

ok. yada yada.
And WOO HOO!
MAROON 5 is coming to Singapore on 25th MArch. im so NOT gonna miss it.
So saving $$$ right now. Wheeeeeee.
i LOVE the lead singer! he's cute and talented. whats there not to love? LOL

ok. anyone up fer it?
Join me for the concert?? :))
The more the merrier!

♥ 4:25 PM

The creeps

Its just so hard to find HAPPINESS na?
Theres always people ruining it somehow.

ok straight to my point.
MY LIFE SUCK.
i know i shouldnt be saying it.. it would make it all worse but who the heck cares?
No one cares bout me so i dont bother caring for myself too.
Life had been a wreck lately.

Family = Mum' s in her own world of mushy woooshy / Sis is always on mum's side

Friends = Some are just out there to ruin my life..

Love = That word is destroyed in my dictionary months back. fcuk.

Me = Suffering alone.

So now u see it?
How much worse can life get.

My one and only wish ..

GO abroad.. study in some boarding school.. away from EVERYONE.. away from SINGAPORE.

thats the only thing that could make me happy and leave behind all these shits .

God help me.

♥ 4:31 PM

Cartoooooons

oh whees! Finally its Friday. The day ive been waiting for. Back home early.
Had lunch at KFC earlier with Dao Ying, Aishah and Carine..
Saw Loic and Khairul AGAIN.
Woahh.. been seeing them fer the 2nd time this week while im having lunch.. ehhmm hmmm.

ok. So i was bored earlier.. REALLY REALLY bored. So started DRAWING.
drawing cartoons. LOL. wanna seeee?
And the dolls are scribbled on my maths book! waaha. did it in class.. AMANDA AND ME! :)

was bored at home.. so drew cartoons!!!! wow. i didnt know i can draw! yay!

Its PLANKTON!

Cosmo and Wanda!

Gary my snaillll!

My Homer Simpson Sucksss :(

♥ 4:25 PM

PUNKED? LOL

PUNKED? oh my gawwwd . ure effing kidding me dude! Should have seen my reaction then! Never mind. youre sincerely forgiven. I dont bear grudges fer long. ha ha :))

HISTORY is suicidal. Oh trust me when i say i couldnt understand what the hell was the teacher yacking about! So the History lecture was such a bore. Pure Geog is wayyyyy wayyyyy interesting than HISTORY! sheesh.

ok yada yada yada.
Dance was fun as usual.
I choreographed the "hip hop" part. LOL. was fun but things can get really anoying at times when theres some people who keeps on complaining but doesnt even contributes.
So Marie and me was like cracking our brains trying to choreograph new moves since the dancs is like approximately 5minutes and we HAVE to complete everything ASAP since the performance is on 6Feb (OMG!).
So okkk.. more 'homework' to be done on that.

God i neeeeed some rest.. Desperately. Been home late every single schooling days. Im just so worn out. Not even having enough sleep. With tons of homeworks.. revisions.. and etc etc etc o.O
helpppppppppp!

♥ 7:38 PM

i just hate her. FULLSTOP

SCREW THAT GIRRRL! i cant stand her and her effing nonsense anymore.
Hurrr. WHY THE HELL MUST I SUFFER WITH HER AGAIN THIS YEAR!
GOD... wadd kinda 'punishment' is this! rawrrr.

*breathes in and out*
ok cool.. my day was FANTABULOUS!.. not really. But u can put it that way. ha ha.
Had PE .. ran with Jani and Bev.. took 13.46 minutes. LOL!
and i managed to do 41 sit ups . woo hoo :))
Getting really sleepy and tired during Higher malay lesson after school *ouhh*
Had some class test which is aint that hard. Lucky me. Had to read this LONG n CRAPPY composition.. totally drove me nuts cos its in MALAY and everything sounds weird. LOL

yada yada yada.
Next week im so gonna be alone. My darlings, Huril n Aishah are goin fer OBS.
hmm. i should have signed up fer it too.. if only.. i can swim (SHHH!) darnn it!

wokiee dokiee
Tomrw having dance again! yipeeee!
and we'll be gettin the dance studio.. finally!!

IM SOOOO ADDICTED TO READING THIS BOOK : Two Way Street!
dammmn . i just cant take my eyes off the book :P

♥ 7:10 PM

He's Yacking away but nothing gets into my head !

Hello dear friend. Never tell me that im 'unfriendly' ... having 'attitude problems' or whatsoever. I cant smile.. i cant say 'hi'.. simple reason : YOU TOTALLY IGNORED ME ! *and im kinda scared of u too, to be honest* (but scared isnt really the right word..hmmm)

Ok back to my boring day.
History was uber boring cos i cant seem to get things into my head and im NOT alone. Thank goddd :)
After sch had lunch at Banquet with Carine n Aishah.
Met Loic and Khai there *ehem* (shld have seen Aishah's reaction!)
it totally freaked me out -.-

Dance was a SUCCESS today (three CHEERS!)
Had Marie along to teach the "juniors" so it aint that tough.
Completed teaching them till the first chorus.. YIPEE!
Afterwards, Ms Pari drove me and Marie to Thomson Plaza.
My dear MArie decided to join the hip hop class with me (the AMORE thingyy).
So yea.. accompanied her there.

So now back home..
so worn out. Had a long day. Thank god there isnt any homework,
Gonna tuck in bed early! (my one and only chance!)

So chiao!

PS ; i cant wait to screw up that ***** . damn how much i hate HER now.

♥ 8:11 PM

Omg. Mr cool hair read my blog?

Ok. i go through so much trouble just to get all those msges into my new phone!
damn it. Now having backache :(
But sadly i cant transfer all those msges. (thats sooo terrible)
But i feel kinda ok afterall cos by now i can remember those msges without even looking at them. Woahh.

Ok. so Had Mdm Asnah (hmt teacher) taking away bout some malay crap.
Hmm. It seems that most of it gets into my brain.. cool. Proud of myself *winks*

Then Mr Lim's lesson was fun too. as usual.
Mamanda didnt came to school.. so was quite lonely.. no one to sing those sadded songs fer me. he he

AND .. aishah and Huril are leaving fer OBS next week.
im gonna SUFFER for 5 terrible days.. oh my gawwd.
SAVE MEEEEEE!

OK! hell. im annoyed with this PHONE!
and with so much homework to do.

Plus im getting sick.. as in fever. uuurgh.
Could it get any worse.

♥ 7:47 PM

Hp disaster

AM I SUPPOSED TO BE CRYING BY NOW???
Ohh my gawd!
There something wrong with my PHONE! *sobb* the memory card cant be read some crap then aunt's giving me a new Sony Ericsson phone. I DONT WANT IT!
why? hello! all my most memorable msges are saved in my phone and i cant move it to my SIM card or Memory card. OH GOSHH! i seriously will end up crying.
My daily life revolves around a few old msges that i keep as memories. Those msges never fail to make me smile when im down. It makes me feel extra special.. it makes me feel card for.. it makes me feel loved. How am i gonna survive without them? I can NEVER get those memories ever again. Never. Those are the times when i truly enjoyed my life. something which is a MUST for me to read every week just to cheer myself up. whats gonan happen now...

♥ 4:35 PM

hooga hooga

SWENSENS 's Mac n Cheese are sooo yummy! woohoo.
Had luch with mum and sis at Swensens to celebrate her Birthday :)
Glad that she like the present me and sis gave her (a 175bucks Fossil watch ). heh

Spend time talking to each other and then she starts talking bout her friend, Freda, a punjabi - pakistani lady
This Freda have an 18 year old son. So Freda wanted her son and me to get to know each other ! wahh. gross... but hell cant deny it. Her son is just so hot.
He really looks like Saif Ali Khan with a cute goatee *swoooon*.
But nahh. Mum told her that i wanna concentrate on studies -.-
and i dont even think i have the time fer 18 year olds . haha. no matter how HOT he is.. hmm. sad
Cos .. im a traitor to my generation. Seriously.
All we hear about these days is being strong women and standing up fer oneself, and now look what ive doe. I should totally be one of those true life stories in SEVENTEEN, "never built you life around love and a guy" . HAHAHA.
Of course it doesnt pack the emotional punch as some of their previous episodes, but its important nonetheless .
So... thats it.. no HOT SAIF ALI KHAN for me. :(

Wanna take a look at his pict?

♥ 3:54 PM

PS I LOVE YOU

Oh yay! ive finally completed reading the book (Ps,i love you). Tears were welling up in my eyes while reading it. Got so emotional -.-
Damn. Its the best book ive read so far! Wish to find more of those kinds! Its seriously worth reading :))

ok back to my day.
Another boring afiqah leading her monotonous life.
Went to Hiphop class , danced to My Love by Justin.T .
Then had someone to 'entertain' me during my workout. How thoughful of him to make my day -.- LOL. no worries.. youre forgiven (ehem )
Then home sweet home.
Watched the Transporter 2. Was really nice.. full of actions . love it. My first time watching an action movie till the end! whoo. another record!

Oh yea.
Got my Lit book finally!
noooo.. didnt buy it.. cos i cant find it in any bookstores... how pathetic!
So borrowed it from the NLB . ok.. thats good enough okk!??!

Woahh. jsut realised got tons of homework awaiting me.
So..
Bubyee. gonna be a good girl and complete my homework :D

♥ 9:27 PM

i feel no better than a stranger to you.

Oh my gawwwd!
im just sooo tired. Had a really cramped up week and im totally glad that its FRIDAY!
Had tons of homeworks to complete but i LOVE homeworks! They occupy my time. ha ha.
Well, its Amanda's birthday. gave her a necklace fer a bday :)) hope u like it,mamanda.

Nothing much to crap about here cos nothing interesting happened today.
Yesterday's dance practice was a total disaster. i dint know that its so hard to TEACH people how to dance. dammmmn.
So yea.. *snap*
And nothing planned for the weekends either. Just spending my weekends doing homeworks.. studying and going fer my hiphop classes :)))

damn.. i feel like a total stranger to you and it feels so strange.

♥ 3:46 PM

EMO LA!

our dear Mamanda is turning me into an emo girl like her. OMG. Please dont.
ha ha. Well, kinda funny really. Whenever we're bored whatsoever, we kept sharing our past.. Really interesting to know bout each other's love life n stuffs. She showed me some old picts taken of them.. i dont have to show her mine cos that last pict we took is always kept in my file.. hmm.
Then after the so-called "sharing" session.. we usually remained silent. SILENT..Haizz. Guess both of us are really missing the past.

Well, some people say.. to get OVER someone, you'll hae to get under someone else. But not for me. How can that possibly work if i cant get over that someone no matter what. If i 'go' for someone else just for the sake of it, i will be lying to myself. Hmm. Life's so hard.

Ok. Mamanda and me LOVEs this song.. great lyrics.. read it! get it in ur head!

I shouldn't love you but i want to I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move I can't look away
And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know This feelings takin control Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around I can't let him win now
Though you should know I've tried my best to let go of you
But i don't want to I just gutta say it all before you go Just so you know

It's gettin hard to Be around you Theres so much i can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings And look away
And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not Cause i don't know
how to make the feelings stop

This emptiness is killin me I'm wonderin why i've waited so long
Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
Now i'm waitin here Been waitin here

Just so you know This feelings takin control Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around I can't let him win now
Though you should know I've tried my best to let go of you
But i don't want to I just gutta say it all before you go Just so you know

♥ 7:16 PM

i dont wanna chastise bout the past

I just realised that its really stupid to chastise bout the past.
Im totally wasting my time thinking bout someone who doesnt even bother about me. Oh. AMANDA! we are "sadded" (as we call it).
AMANDA + ME = SAME FATE.. SAME SADDED STUFFS.. SAME SADDED SONGS.
ohhs. Never mind, girl. Life goes on. There might be better ones for us out there.. somewhere.. in this very world. Maybe now isnt the right time. It may be very hard for us to go through this. I understand cos im going through the same thing. They may not realise it but they will someday.. somehow.
But who cares.. we will still sing that sadded songs ok.. " Just so you know..."
" beware the.... of Mary Shaw... She has no kids..only dolls..." *oohhhoooh*

Ok ENOUGH of these emotional chatters.
whoo hoo. AISHAH! i met George again. Fate or what? ha ha ha.
Just like one of those Bollywood film. So cool.
I was laughing to myself in the bus. damn it. Wish u were there with me, Aishah!

okie dokie.
Ive been such a mushy wooshy sadded girl lately. Blame it on Amanda *screams*

Got to go.
There's like so many malay homework! die..

♥ 7:44 PM

HMT grrr

Been thinking too much lately... bout stuffs...so...
Currently had the radio switched on and the television blaring from the living room and went about doin my own stuffs. Perhaps that would drown out the whinging little voice from my dear head.
Screamed silently to myself, snapping myself back to reality everytime my brain goes into overdrive. God, im driving myself crazy.

Ok leave that aside..

OMG.
That thing (wadever it is) is still stucked in my foot.
Its just so irritating.. It doesnt hurt when i wear shoes but when i dont, it really hurts and starts to bleed. What am i gonna do bout it??
Was thinking bout goin to the doctor but im kinda scared. heh.. *soo drama*

Well,
now just having a short relaxing time before starting on my homework.
Had higher malay at Anderson Sec just now. And Atiqah skipped class. eergh.
damn her. MALY O' LEVELS is in OCTOBER ! thats such little time we have.. for TONS of malay stuffs to trash into our poor brains.
oh god..

♥ 7:08 PM

Buggers are meant to DIE!

Erm. im just getting annoyed by some people .
LOL.
Is there anything to boast about.
"omg, Afiqah, we're together for already 1 year and blah blah months! "
Heh. hello. Tell tat to yourself la. My ears had suffered enough listening to your weekly nonsense.
Keep on boasting and i'll smash ur face with a piece of my mind.
BUGGER!

You and your dumb problems...
You and your obsessions.
Dont involve me in your relationship stories n problems.
Its just so annoying.
Im helping others but im helpless and cant even offer "help" to myself.
What a pity.

Go and boast to some other idiots who can listen to you uttering bullshit every week.
GO!
GO!
GO!

♥ 5:14 PM

im dazed n confused.

The worst thing bout having a lil extra $$$ in your wallet is when u have that urge to spend it. UURGH!
i hate it . I just felt the urge to buy something.. ANYTHING!
but managed to "fight" that urge and return home with nothing. LOL. Thank god.
Recently had been addicted to Starbucks.. Getting sick of it. So, im going fer MCCafe now. hehs. The Douple Choc Frappe is reallllly nice . ooh. i just had it a few minutes ago. LOL.

Went fer my hiphop class at Thomson. Had chuxian n Carine tagging along.
and woo hoo. Danced to Lovestoned by Justin Timberlake. so LOVE it..
Then had lunch with them at KFC. (im gettin really sick of fast food).
Then on the way home decided to drop by at POPULAR bookstore.
Was clueless on what book to read next. Im finishing my 'PS i love you' book and have no idea what to read next. *thinkinggg*
Was thinking about Chicken soup fer the Teenage soul : the Real thing .. or maybe something else ... hmmm.
Planning to go to Sunny bookstore at Far east next week.
Thats where i can spend my cash on as many books as i want. Yipeeeee :)

HELLO! anyone wanna tag along?? :D

♥ 5:03 PM

Hip hop HOP HOP!

whee!
Finally done my Malay journal cover !
its filled with MCR! woo hoo.. so MCR-ish :) LOOOVE it !

Went out fer hip hop class at 1.
The dance moves were totally rawking! With really fast and cool moves which really gets me hooked up till the end of the lesson.
Danced to "outrageous" by Britney and also "Do it well" by JLO . (*screamms*)
Was sweating like hell and i didnt even realised it was raining so heavily outside.
Got an sms from Huril saying she's gonna be late, so went fer a quick bath at the Fitness Centre. Really need that bath cos was sweating all over and i probably stink. ooh. and their Aroma Therapy Shower gel smells really good!
Then met huril to get some of our school books. Have to buy the Sec4 pure geog book -.- eergh.
Then bought a new sports shirt fer gym . KA-CHING! its PINK and white :D

Ok. Enjoyed my week so far.
Everything went great. School was fun. great teachers, great friends.
And i suddenly fell in 'love' with maths and science... interesting huh? WOW!
im proud of myself :)

♥ 9:09 PM

CCa exibition

Clock strikes 1pm .
Rushing to school with Marie after havin lunch.
RUSH RUSH RUSH and get ready for the CCA exibition.
Had quite a short time to get ready.. Make ups.. Costumes.. bleahhs.
Did a light make up and off we go to our pathetic booth at the Arts Hub.
HELLO?!! i want the Dance Studio.. there's AIR-CON . I wont sweat like hell if i were there *sobb*.
Danced like more than 6 times in total. (gone super nuts)
Met my really cool 1Brilliant pupils ! Ronaldo n Shaun was there. Gave nice comments on the dance :) thanks loadss.

ohh and something happened.
Was running all over the school bare footed since i was dancing..
Then went to the toilet with Jessie. Stepped on something and my foot was bleeding and something got inside my foot ( SCREAMMMMS! )
AND ITS HURTING NOW!
esp when i walk -.-

i was screaming when my grandma tried to pull it out..
(lol. so drama na?)

:)))

Went back home and had a special sms from a joker.
LOL.
a joker who tends to annoy me a lot when he's bored.
But he smsed me at the wrong time.. SORRY MAN.. PMS cant be controlled :P

+ TATA +

*gonna do my homework now :D

♥ 10:17 PM

bleahhh

Second day was great fun too ! YIPEE :)
and woahh. i LOVE my Chem teacher. He's sooo funny and cool.
(ask my classmates why) :P
and had Malay lessons... i was PAYING ATTENTION during MALAY class. cooooool :))

Overall, my day was good.
Eventough had some "people" trying to bother the shit outta me.
LOL.
Why did YOU even bother giving me that effed up look?
Get a life and stop annoying the shit outta me . heh. irritating ppl...
Be fair man.. i dont bother ur life.. u dont bother mine.

Had dance after school.
Finally met up with my darling seniors!
Practised our dance.. blah blah..
have 3 performance cmin up - CCAexibition , Chinese New Y and some dinner performance.

SO.. YAY!!
darn it. WE NEED JUNIORS!! MORE ! MORE! MORE! :D

♥ 5:50 PM

First day back in schoooooool :P

It isnt as bad as i thought it would get.
FIRST day back in school was quite fun actually. hehe
Sat with Amanda in class :)))
Got a new teacher as my form teacher n Chem teach :)) Mr Jimmy Lim.
And woahhh.. Mr Ho is teaching me THREE subjects.. RAWRR!

Classmates aint that bad either.
Atiqah's kinda screwed up since everyone is like hating her. OMG.
thats a YAY for me, huril and aishah. WAHAHAH :P *evil laughter*

After school had lunch with Carine.
Talked about a few deviant people . LOL .
As we call it ... LUNATICS, WEIRDO, MANIACS, DERANGED, LOONY!

lolsssss :P

Ok. here's my subj teachers...

Bio = Mdm Loh
Chem = Mr Jimmy Lim
ENG / HIST / IPW = Mr Edwin Ho
Malay = Mr Ahmad
Maths = Mr Raymond Chng
Lit = Mr Andronicus Tang :P

wooooo hooooooooo.
and Mr Tang is SO fun :)

♥ 4:30 PM

HURIL and SHOPPING!

At around 6.30 met Huril at Northpoint.. booooo yaaa!
She SO NEED to buy her bag.. so tagged along with her.
Had a great time wandering around the shopping centre.
Oh oh oh. and we bought the same file. OH HAIL THE SPONGEBOB FANATICS!
haha. yeap. uve guessed it! Spongebob file. LOL!

Played basketball at the arcade and woo hoo i rock! (so does Huril :D)
Then bought the bag at 77th Street .. Black Billabong bag.
It seems that Huril wants it black to match up with her best friend *ehem*
I know youre gonna kill me for this, my dear Huril . ohoh.

Ok.
School's starting in like 10 hours. OH HOLY NUTS!!
nvm. nvm.

3 things i'll do in 2008 :

WAKE UP ... SURVIVE THE DAY ... THEN GO TO SLEEP . (im not emo)

such a happy girl with an extraordinary life. Believe me now?

♥ 8:38 PM

feeling the blues again........?

Boo Yaaaa!
2008 is here. oh yeah thats damn fast isnt it?
But well, thats LIFE!
Everything seems to move on so fast..
Im just missing my old days..
Times with girlfriends, shopping, gossipping may be fun but theres a certain times when i just feel like breaking down whenever i miss the past. The most unforgettable past i ever had with the most greatest person ive ever met. No one understands and no one will. So just let it be. No one will EVER understand.

School is starting tomrw.
Cant really describe how im feeling bout that cos honestly, im not looking forward to it.
There might be SOME weird people "hating" me and whatsoever next year.. stucked with a totally crappy class. Cant get any worse i guess.
*fingers crossed*

THINGS to KEEP in mind this 2008 :

- My Malay o levels is in a few months time (y did i even bother taking HMT??)
- Love is stupid.. its just a few things in life which mess up ppl's life in the end.
- Guys suck cos they never think before they talk. (Major help needed)
- STUDY hard for maths since theres no one to help me in Maths anymore
- Spend time with my sweet girlfriends..

♥ 12:27 PM

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