When I look at you♥

my dear weekends :DDD

Uurgh. Another terrible day (well, it sorta TERRIBLE , i can say).
Had the Sports Heats at Bishan Stadium.. went with Huril n Aishah (lovesssssss)
I didnt know that those guys were there to "bully" me as usual with their stupid nonsense of how i distracted their friend, causing him to lost the race. wow.
weirdos XD
i was just standing there, talking to Sabir and those two were yelling my name while he's running. So who's at fault? =.=
Blah Blah Blah..
Then saw booby Alex there. lol :)))

Ok. nothing much to crap about.
LOOK AT HOW FAST THE WEEK WENT BY! goshhhh.
Gonna go for my usual dance class tomrw then having some movie plans on Sunday with my girls. Really looking forward to a great weekened :D

10 stuffs to round off my week...

+ i wanna end my secondary sch life ASAP. (uurghhhs)
+ i HATE people who are insensitive
+ i screwed up badly in maths test
+ im enjoying the new maths chapter we're learning (surprisingly...)
+ i cant belive he told his friends that.. ( like WHAT THE... )
+ Is he really in love or is it just me feeling so insecure?
+ My phone is so dead i just feel like throwing it out of the window =.=
+ I LOVE biology :D
+ Ive changed my friendster layout thrice this week o.O
+ i NEED a genie to grant me three wishes . LOL

♥ 9:21 PM

+.+ its RAINING man!

OH I FEEL SO DAMN BETTER NOW. thank godd. lols
School was BORING. Thursdays ARE always boring. duh uhhh.
Then had to see Mr P cos there was some error and i wasnt registered for O levels!
WAT THE HELL. lol XD

DANCE DANCE DANCE.
Fun but had a really hard time teaching the new kiddos.
And Sabir had been acting really weird..
Talking to me most of the time after school (wth).
And obviously BUGGING me bout his gay partner (you-know-who)
LOL :D

damn SABIR!
youre so gonna die tomrw la!
and dont go telling your gay partner all those nonsense !!!!!! :P

DARN IT,
its the frigging Sports Heats tomrw.
*dont feel like going*
But i HAVE TO... sheeeesh =.=

now, that my fever is better.. i think i "deserve" a good sip of vanilla coke..
*my cokey wokey! here i comeeeeeeee*

♥ 7:39 PM

Sick -.-

Am terribly SICK.
so was absent from school. la la la. Had a super nice sleep till 9.30 XD
But had a very terrible dream . Had someone HAUNTING me *like whoooo*

Since i was bored at home, did some googling on different countries.
(thats what i LOVE to do) like duh.
So this time i googled on Brazil. Quite interesting.. beaches and blah blah.
Then mum suddenly decided to go to Pattaya this coming holidays (when?)
like maybe June (hell no).
She's gonna make an early reservation for our stay at Pattaya Hard Rock Cafe Hotel!
oh my gosssh. thats like the BEST place ever!
it has rooms with pictures of rock bands (like WOW).
and the shopping centres are HUGE!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
and my next trip is probably gonna be Sydney Australia. (whennnn?)
Man i love travelling!!!
I cant wait till the day im old enough to travel around the world by MYSELF.
the first place that i will visit will be ROME! godddd. so cool XD

ok. so Atiqah told me my results..
got like the highest fer malay ! OH MY GOSH. another MIRACLE!
then got 20 fer Lit!!!!!!!!!! woooohooooooooooo.

♥ 3:18 PM

OMFG! i did well fer HISTORY! what a miracle

Oh darn it. im SICK o.O
What the hell.. Zzzz
Been havin a terrible flu and been sneezing non-stop for the WHOLE day.
Ok well, a normal school day.. but looking at my results made my day SUPERB.
HELLO? ATTENTION.. i believe in miracle.. lol.
i got A1 for my History and Social Studies!! LOL! ohh myyy gawwwd *smiless*
Then got A1 fer my english too. whoopee.
But dang.. my Chem was such a flop but thank god i didnt flunked it -.-

Got funny comments from all these ppl..
like Yu Xuan.. who got one mark lower then me fer History .. which doesnt make a difference at all!! he was like .. " Damn it.. never mind.. youre a NERDDD!" lol.
and Justin was like " eh. i got headache reading your 'ang moh' dramatic compo.."

weirdos in my class XD

Then Assembly was REALLY boring!
as usual.. had those 3F guys annoying me.. esp that Sabir =.=

And blahblahhblahhhs.
* i cant stop sneezing mannnn*
in one part of the world, they believe that when u sneeze someone is thinking of you.. while some believe that when u sneeze, someone is cursing you..
hmm.. i'll go for the first one..
i dont think ppl would bother cursing me non-stop for the whole day right??? so terrible.. -.-
LOL XD

♥ 5:11 PM

i was dumb enough to read the triangular graph wrongly =.=

Ardous day in school.
i cant believe i was SO careless that i read the triangular graph (pure Geog) wrongly. Like whattttt!!
screwed up my geog =.=
And whoopee fer my Bio! did quite well. Satisfied with my result BUT BUT BUT.. i still cant believe that i lost 2 marks cos i didnt read the question carefully!! goshh.. that was like the easiet question!! @%!&#$!&

Hgher malay puts me to sleep ( as usual ).
I dont even know why i bothered attending it -.-
But me, Nisa and Huril were slackinngggggg and talking bout religions..
so i started talking bout how cool buddhism is.. their believes and stuffs while Nisa was talking bout her satanic friend and Huril was mumbling bout christianity.
It was kinda fun... then Huril was like "dang, i dont believe in Karmas" and i was like.. "uhh. but i do! LOL" hahs. ok *i crapped enough today*

Now gonna make this whole list for the upcoming sports heat (wth!)
ANY NICE SOULS OUT THERE??
i NEED phoenix girls to participate in the 400m and 800m EVENTS!
oh please!!
or else im forced to run for all the events.. ALL! yes.. ALL!
(i bet i'll faint even before the long distance events starts -.- )

INFORM ME BY TOMRW YEAHHS? :P
thanks yo!

♥ 6:55 PM

Im sorry..

Im sorry.
Im sorry for not listening..
im sorry for taking advantage of you and your good nature..
Im sorry for the things i say and i didnt say..
Im sorry for the things i do and what i didnt do..
Im sorry for the times i bear grudges fer long..
im sorry for the times when i was selfish enough to only think of my needs.
im sorry for not giving you the space every guy needs.
Im sorry for giving you the worst even when u deserved the best..
Im sorry for not paying anough attention to realise that you were always looking out for me..
im sorry for those harsh words that came out of my mouth at times..
Im sorry for not realising that you needed your own space.
Im sorry for not respecting you the way you deserved to be respected..
Im sorry for myself that i lose you in that way..

i wish i could take it all back..
but i know..
i wont be given any chance..
no matter how bad i need it..
You would never understand :(

I was a terrible one.
Sorry.

♥ 11:17 AM

cherish that ONE

Just a few words fer my two dearest friends..

You know..
im not taking a y of your sides.
I just have to be fair with both of you.

Have you guys not stop and think of how lucky you are to still be together with your loved one?
Some others might not be as lucky as you...
So why not cherish these moments instead of arguing and fighting ?
Relationships are nothing without any of these obstacles but if youre really in love, youre try your very best to get over them.
So why dont you give each other equal respect and start everything over again.

Till now, have u guys counted how many days of your "love" life have been destroyed over this arguments?
So yea. Best of luck fer you guys.
Make the best out of these moments cos you may never know what might happen in the future..
You might regret all these .. oh trust me..

if ever i could turn back, there would be so much things i wanna change.
Cos you will only regret it when everythings OVER.

I have some words that was kept to myself months ago... till now.. its still waiting for it to burst out from me.

Im sorry.
Im sorry for not listening..
im sorry for taking advantage of you and your good nature..
Im sorry for the things i say and i didnt say..
Im sorry for the things i do and what i didnt do..
Im sorry for the times i bear grudges fer long..
im sorry for the times when i was selfish enough to only think of my needs.
im sorry for not giving you the space every guy needs.
Im sorry for giving you the worst even when u deserved the best..
Im sorry for not paying anough attention to realise that you were always looking out for me..
im sorry for those harsh words that came out of my mouth at times..
Im sorry for not realising that you needed your own space.
Im sorry for not respecting you the way you deserved to be respected..
Im sorry for myself that i lose you in that way..

I was a terrible one.
Sorry.

See how much i regretted it all?
so best of luck for you two.

♥ 11:00 AM

what a day...

Ok.. my day was.. funny. ( ? )
Met up with Bev, Alex, Jani, Syl, TY, Jody , Atreya, Aaron n Yu Xuan, Ci Ping today.
we were supposed to meet at 12pm to catch THE EYE movie at 1.35pm at Tampnes Mall.
But as usual.. guys were NEVER on time -.-
Does 12pm means 12.30 ???
so we missed the show.. ( stupid long bus ride! )
Then had Pizza Hut where we actually spend 150.02 bucks! LOL :D
I just bought a lasagna and suddenly didnt have any appetite to eat =.=
cos something strucked me.. which have been bothering me for days.. so yeah.
Sorry guys.. for acting super weird at Pizza Hut. SORRY :D
Just making things short.. WE DID ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!
from tampines.. to city hall.. did nothing.. did nothing, then Me, jani, Syl and TY decided to go home . (we're bored).
So yeah.. WHAT a day .... lalala

And Atreya was so funny. whenever the girls stopped and started planning on where to go..he's like.. "the THINKING CIRCLE again" LOLL! :DDD

And guess what.. i didnt know that having a long toe nail can cause a hole in my shoe!! (roarrrrr!).

And thank god.. now my doubts are over..
had been so insecure the past few days. im so glad that i managed to clear it out.
*phewww* :DDD

and THANK YOU.. (yes YOU)

♥ 7:59 PM

red hankies are HOT.

Whoopee! its FRIDAY. the best day of the week :DDD
ok.
School was fun.
Came quite early today.. then sat together with Alex and showed her the 13 pages of full EXCITEMENT (she's soooo engrossed with it !).
And saw all those green lil soldiers.. lol.
They must have really gone through a hard time begging their mummies to lend them her red tablecloth. (oops.) heheheh :P
And i couldnt stop laughing cos of that... sheesh. But its kinda cute :P
and the funniest part was when Mr ho asked Nicholas..
" The only thing you scouts know how to do is build sandcastles is it?? " LOL!!!!

Then had our english test results.
did quite well. Got A1 :D
*smilesss*

*danggg.. i so cant wait for Bio and Lit results!*

ok. so im planning to go out tomrw.. with Bev , Jani and Alex and the others.
And Sunday probably gonna rot at home ... lalala.

:)))

♥ 5:41 PM

screwed . screwed

darn it. My bad days are here again. oh WELCOME =.=
gossh. Havin those moody shit in me again.. those "emo-ing" days are back .
(i honestly think EMO ppl are so shitty ).. so that includes me fer the time being. *ehem*

ok. the only best thing bout today is DANCE . (duhh).
then something happened.. where me and Mar started panicking. sheesh.
i hope we both wont "die" tomrw o.O

School was blah.
But my nutty friends made it all better.. with all those crappy jokes.
and Lit was kinda crappy.. watched that P. Ramlee movie.. but me and Jani werent really watching it -.- LOL

okkkk. GTG :D
will update more tomrw

♥ 8:45 PM

chem .. chem.. chem..

Wahh. im so dead. i cant believe that all of a sudden, i forgot everything bout fractional distillation. darnn it -.-
so screwed .

ok so enough of that..
got distinction fer my Lit test. Got the second highest =.=
woohoo.. la la la.
Then heard from the 3D pupils that some of us failed maths. Goshhh. i can bet that im one of them! LOL.

Didnt went for Higher malay.
Whats the use of goin when the teacher is on MC??! LOL :P
So went home and studied Geog ..
Damn .. ALEX!! i cant get these 1.3 geog stuffs in my head la!
What core and periphery crap ?? sheesh o.O
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. ~ dies ~

Then went to the library AGAIN fer English.. started crapping and giggling bout stupid stuffs but it was really damn fun :D
Bev,Nicolette, Alex, jani..................... (my NUTs)
omg.. LOOOOK!!! A ... TREEEEEE....... ya ya ya ya ya ya!

Remember that?? :P

you bunch of nutties!

♥ 4:49 PM

oh my gawwwd. im so dead. MATHS TUITION ASAP!

Ok. Maths wasnt as hard as i expected it to be.. the first few questions was really easy. But darn it. i think i missed out one question.. the speed qn..
i remembered reading the question.. but i cant remember doin it.. man.. ( LOL? )
For the first time ever, i completed my graph successfully *ehem* . My graphs had been so sucky but the one i did today was a success :P

BUT I STILL NEED MATHS TUITION . (if only i could find time fer that )

Assembly was boring as usual. Had the same bugger bugging me the whole time!
(ask Jani.. ) LOL :D

Ok yada yada yada..
Cca was kinda ok. But sadly didnt dance today :( *sobb*
Have three more new members -.-
blah blah blah.

i have loads to say but i seriously have to get back to my studying.
CHEM , BIO and LIT tomrw! sheesh.

good luck ppl :D

ohh. and hows my new skin? :))
but whatsup with the song ehh? Thats the only song in my mind now.. sheesh.

♥ 7:26 PM

welcome to the good life

SS and Malay wasnt that hard. so... YAY!
and then had Higher malay today.. was such a waste of time. The teacher was on MC. wad da hell.. i wasted like 2 hours there while i could actually spend that time studying for my maths and chem at home -.- darn it

So ok. Enough of studies.. school.. wadever..wadever.
Finally Garvin came back from London. Its been ages since ive met him.
So yea. We were soooo happy when we finally met after 7 years!!!
We have been communicating through MSN and email for the past 7 years.. and finally.
LOL.
He's so different now! but still with those blue eyes and cute smile :D lol.
Man.. missed those old days i used to spend my time in London when we were young.. playing together in that little playhouse at your backyard! haha.
Shouldnt have come to Singapore na?
and he was kinda shocked with my language..
well.. blame it all on the singapore slangs! " LA "
HELLO! how do u still expect me to still have those horrible thick scottish accents when im already here fer like.. erm.. 7 years? LOL. but i still can talk like i used to 7 years back ok! try me , dude! :P

ok.
so today is 18 FEBRUARY!.
its 18.. la la la.
I dont wanna remind myself of this day. tried my best not to.. shessh.
only if u know why..

:( Good luck all fer your maths paper tomrw -.-

♥ 6:40 PM

Starbucks are LOVED

Rawwrrr! its SUNDAY. my weekends are sooo over and lets welcome the common test week -.-
whee.

Just came back home.
Went out to study with dear Huril.
Studied at Starbucks. lol. Did some revision for Social Studies and Bio :P
and we were already planning stuffs for the weekend .. LOL.
And how scary can this get..
Exams... Exams.. Exams.. urrgh.

So just now had quite an early wake up call *smilessssssss*
Was quite zombie-ish in the morning cos came home quite late last night due to the school perfromance. Goshhh.
honestly, i think that was a waste of time while i could be at home studying my chem or maths :(

and im like "addicted" to this book - Bollywood Nights.
Bought it recently.
Its sooo coool. Its filled with hindi words.. well.. mainly its all hindi-ish..
i didnt realise that it uses so many hindi words till i came across few stuffs like..... haraamzadi , " kitni sweet lag rahi ho " , "kya pyaari figure hai" LOL!!
thank god i understand those or
hardelse buying that book is gonna be such a waste!
BUT..
theres one word which i dont understand... "gulal" (wth is thatttt?)

oh shiiiiit.
its late. gonna revise my malay stuffs. Byee

♥ 6:57 PM

attention

PHOENIX MEMBERS ALERT!

hey any phoenix members out there wanna compete in the track events?
I need competitors for
- 100m
- 200m
- 4 x 200 m
- 400m
- 800 m

or else Mr Lee wants me to run for everything which is impossible!
So ur help is greatly appreciated.

If ure interested, pls sms me or leave me mail.. tag.. anything by Monday.
Thanks :D

♥ 1:06 PM

say what?

Kinda weird how things can get lately.
But im trying my best to ignore these things fer now.

So ok..
not goin fer Gym or Dance class today -.-
Gotta go for some school performance at 5.30 .. gosh.
So much for having plans to study ...

and erm.
Heard some rumour..
but i dont think i can trust these kinda "stories".
They are always exaggerated and nonsensical.
So yea..
cos i trust that someone..
i dont think he would even do that .

And i seriously need help in maths.
So yeahh.. told mum i NEEEEEEED maths tuition.
So she's getting my old private tutor for me again. Woohooo.
man.. you shld see how sucky my maths is :(

♥ 11:03 AM

high jumpER

Ok. My favourite day is finally here.. its FRIDAY!
gosh. had a really busy week filled with meetings here and there.. extra classes.. blah blah. But i dont think i'll be able to enjoy the weekends.. Exams is next week. LOL XD

Had quite a good day.
except was quite annoyed that we have to miss one period of maths lesson cos of that Total Defence day stuffs! goshh! hello??! my maths lesson is more important la! *uuurgh*
That Total Defence stuff was uber boring..
Had Sabir and his gang yacking away my name during the whole programme.. which was kinda annoying.

But the worst part of my day?
High jump.
YES! oh my gosh.
Mr Lee actually kinda forced me to do high jump cos theres no other competitors! godd
So.. i did it.. kinda worked out i guess -.- LOL!
and he's like " YAY! Give Afiqah one clap.. two clap!" ( Zzzzzzzzzzz) HAHA :D

and this House Captain thingy is kinda ... erm.. tough..
sheeeesh.
I hope he wont ask me to run for those track events.. ive already taken part in two events... no more for me please!!

ok... gonna study my Biology now :D

and for the rest of you.. happy mugging :D

♥ 6:40 PM

Valentines Day :DD

WHOO >.<
ohkayy. its Valentines day.. da di dum di dum.. lalala. hahs :D
so its like "LOVE" is in the air.. *wadever*

Went back home with a bag of Valentines gift -.-
Got like a box of gummy choccies from someone.. then cookies.. flowers.. lollies.. more chocolates.. haha. and whees.. ive got Kinder Bueno too! my favourite :P

After school went fer the Lunch Time concert cos we wanted to see Mr Lim sing..
oh my goshhhh. he's voice wasnt that bad la.. quite good! wowww.
Then Alex and me rushed off..
went to town.. had lunch there.. and we spend quite a while at Far East plaza :))

The only thing we say too often is .. "oh my goshh.. so depressing" (cant tell u the reasons why.. lol)
Every single girl we saw were carrying roses.. LOLs.. like EVERY single one.. cool uhh. My bag was kinda loaded so i didnt really care that much -.-
LOADED with chocolates!!! yayyyyy. hahah
Then saw Ryan and Rieka there . LOL >.<>
Then got flowers from dear Alex.. bought her one too. :)))
HAD SO MUCH FUN with ALEXXX!
so yea..
my valentines date ; Alexandra the Boooooby :D loove ya!
(psst, BEV! i stole your les from you!!)

and now back to school stuffs.
Had some geog research to do.. and 800 words essay to write (godd!)
so ok..
Bubyeeeee :DD
Hope u guys enjoyed ur valentines too :D

♥ 7:14 PM

still mugging -.-

Hellooooooooo :DDD

Lols. had quite a great day today.
except i was feeling kinda grumpy later half of the day. (PMS disaster -.-)
ohkay.
So had Chem pop quiz.
Could get a full mark there if i had managed to spell these two words correctly! -.-
Spell phosphorus (sp?) and Beryllium wrongly. goshhhh.
So its like " DOWN 20 ! "
LOL XD
( the floor is really damn diry ).

Then went for higher malay.
WOOHOO!
i passed my hmt test ! miracle! miracle! lols :)

Went home and had smses from Mr Lee..
regarding the Phoenix stuffs.. LOL. So yea.. i have to get like 5 pupils by tomrw for High Jump event -.- OH MY GAWWWDDD >.<>

Then everyone was like talking bout Valentines.. LOLLLLLLLL.
so gonna spend V day with my super duper girlfriends.. the nutty girls.. ha ha :P
Goin out with Alex tomrw.. so yeah..
and ALEX is a girl.. its ALEXANDRA.. so yea.. dont mistake it for a date.. heh :)

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL!

LOVESSSSSSSS~

♥ 7:35 PM

Pissed :(

Had a bad dayyyy. Was pissed with some of my friends.. yada yada.
But went back home and talking to Bev cheered me up (thank u babe!)
Bev.. here are some recent picts.. boredom ..

Really have to continue mugging.
i was kinda blur today.. Bev asked me.. "what does CL stands for?"
and i said CALCIUM! omfg! (thats the first thing that came to my mind!)
afiqahh! youre so dead. its NOT calcium. its chlorine you noob! omggggawd.

♥ 7:34 PM

bruised and battered by words

COMMON TEST - 18 FEB!
soooo? MUGGING like crazzzzzzy. hahs. yeapp. i mean it.
and guess what.. whoopee doooodles.. i passed my Higher malay test! goshhh.
unbelievable :D hurrah! *smilesssss*

and ok. enough bout myself for now.

Thinking bout my dear friend..
Friend, i know how much it hurts to go through this. I know. Ive gone through this horrible moment in my life before. Nothing can go as perfectly as uve planned
.
Not all good things lasts forever you know. Some just have to come to and end.
But never give up on life . You may never know what awaits you in the future.
Think on the brightside of life! It may be hard for you to get over this but somehow, you MUST.
Learn from the mistake ive made ok. This is reality. You have to accept the facts that its all over.. but you still have to move on with your life.
If you ever need anyone, i'll be there for you just like how much uve spend your time listening to my problems in times of troubles. Be strong.

- cried for my dear best buddy today - i know how much it hurts -

♥ 6:41 PM

planned crushed.

DAMMIT!!!!!!

Carine cant make it to the Maroon 5 concert -.-
so? what else.. i guess i wont be goin too .
sheesh. Im soooooooooooooooo dissapointed. I saved up my money fer like the whole month!.. just for the concert! and now?????

urrrgh..
should i go alone? hmm o.O

♥ 7:47 PM

Hearts Gerard :D

GERARD WAY says "EMO IS SHIIIIIT" hahah.
yeapp. uhuh. read that in LIME mags :P
This month's LIME is kinda interesting.. one: cos theres Gerard Way.
Two: those fashion pages are totally awesome :P hahs
and i so fell in love with the charm bracelet from esprit!
hmm *drools* (how bout a trip to town next week huh?)

ok.
Do you realise theres so many good movies comin up? gosh.
I have like 3 movies on my waiting list - Ps;i love you, JUMPER and The Eye!
Planning to watch Ps; i love you with Bev and Alex :DD
and i HAVE to watch Jumper.. who can resist Hayden Christensen?? LOL. He have an awesome HOTNESS package!

and whoo hoo. Step Up 2 coming up in March
ok enough of that :)
Been mugging. Obviously.
Studied Chem and Geog today. la la la

hmm.. i think Valentines Day is BORING! ( so random -.- )
but still have to get gifts fer my gurlfriends. LOLs :D

uurgh. back to school tomrw -.-

♥ 3:50 PM

Mugging!

MUGGING! MUGGING! MUGGING!
and now im so sick of books! uuurgh. Done all my homeworks.. so yea. Thank god.
Anyone have any idea how to that Geog hw? im confused! lol. Core-periphery thingy.. sheesh.

Ok. Went to the gym as usual, and attended my hiphop class. Didnt have any energy left. so i didnt went for Cardio Latino -.-
sheeesh. I so wanna go for Cardio Latino! Latin songs are seriously so cool. Ricky Martin dance moves are still IN! and guess what?
Chinese New year holidays are terrible.. i cant even get my favourite Cheese Pandan Roll at Bengawan Solo!
Even the Coldstorage are kinda empty! sheeeeeeeeeeesh.

oh darn it.
Monday back to school... hmm hmm hmm.

oh and ive finally got the last book to the Au Pair series - Crazy Hot!
HURILLLL!
ive got it! hahah :D

♥ 3:21 PM

boredom is suicidal!

Oh gosh. How boring can CNY holidays get? all the shops are closed. hell. im rotting at home. Sick of the tv.. the comp.. school books!
And BEV just went online! woo hoo. miss ya babe!
and yea. talked bout how much we missed each other and those crappy jokes we made! *ehemm hmm* lol.
Then we started talking bout Juicy Couture!! OH GOSHHH!
and then dear boob Alex joined our convo :D
visited the Juicy Couture website.. and theres HELL loads of interesting stuffs!!
so theyre all on my current wishlist..

* Couture Layered hearts necklace $95
* Couture Ruffled Tankini swim wear $116
* Couture Link thong sandal $65
* Striped Crown tank $65
* Couture Gigi Velour hobo bag! $195

oh my!
gonna take ages till i get ALL of THAT! :P
and BEV!!
the footwears are SO nice! ha has

ok yada yada.. bored!
but gotta go and study Chem now :D
buhhbye!

oh and check out that scroller lyrics ive got fer my MCR song! cool ehh :D

♥ 1:57 PM

Shepherds pie and Crambulee Rocks my stinkin SOCKS

Woo hoo. Had a great day today.
Met my aunt and uncle at Royal Scotts hotel at 12 to have lunch buffet at Carousel!
OMG. the food was SUPERB..
The Shepherd Pie and Coconut Crambule WAS TOOOOO GOOD!
ok. coconut crambule may sound YUCKY but trust me.. its seriously so good. And shepherd's pie?? its the best one ive ever tasted! Then had fruits dipped in chocolate fondue *heavenly* .. obviously i ate a LOT just now. sheesh. ha ha. But who cares!!.. im not gonna grow overly fat just for a few pounds of extra meal na??

And town was terribly quiet! For the first time ever, town isnt crowded.
But theres nothing much there either. All the shops are closed except for some.. like Levis, IP Zone, Giordano and some others.

OH and how happy i was when i get a chance to watch GOAL.
a bollywood movie.. with my most favourite hero , JOHN ABRAHAM! *drools*
i just cant help smiling to myself till the movie ends. Ever seen his abs?
oh my goddddd. No one's hotter then HIM!

ok. ok. enough, i cant get overly excited .. haha
Now at my aunts house in woodlands. Staying over till Saturday.
Hello.. MOVIE.. ANYONE?? LOL :D

ps; im sooo drooooling for the shepherds pie right NOW!

♥ 7:05 PM

CNY dance :D

Im overly GLITTERIZED today.
Took like an hour trying to get rid of all those glittery make ups ! hahhh.

and THREE CHEERS for the Bolly babes!
the perfomance went well :)
yeapp.
Was kinda embarrassing went they shouted my name so loud -.-
sheesh. i was laughing on stage. hah :D
Had some idiots like Sabir and the gang laughing their heads off down there which is quite distracting.. really.
And some seniors came back too . Naz and the gang. Got "teased" by them as usual. and they were like "wahh. Boleh gelek seyy" (wahh u can shake ahh) Zzzz -.-

and GUESS WHAT! the picts are up! take a look ...

Ok. so theres US. me in the first row.. red one.. on the right :)

ha ha. Finale was b-o-r-i-n-g .

Wheee. the bolly babes !

oh look who's there.. oh so dear ... ME!

me and the obviously crazy aishah.. who was overly "drunked"

ok. no comments on this ONE :D

ok people. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAYYYYYS !

♥ 5:34 PM

omg. its TOMRW!

OK. i cant believe we are actually perfoming TOMRW!! sheeesh.
And just now had quite a great time practising :D cos Ms pari was there!
Practised in the hall and i didnt realised that MY FRIENDS were there till aishah came jumping around the stage (as usual) . haha. hmm

So ok. School was fun.
Last three lessons (hist n eng) .. spend it in the library.. 'reading' with Jani, Bev and Alex.. the GIGGLE GIRLS. omg. we just cant stop laughing till our jaws hurts terribly!! haha.
Gonna miss Bev when she's away. *ehemmmmm ahhhh* heheh. :DD
Ok.

so.. ok.
Came home late . reached home around 8 but doesnt really matter since i dont have to rush through my homeworks! haha
Had a hard time searching fer my conatct lenses at Northpoint. oh gosh -.-
Finally managed to buy TWO pairs. WTH ! only TWO.

im getting really nervous for tomrw =X hellllp

♥ 9:36 PM

Heyyyy

Ok. So i made up my mind. I dont think theres any loss giving in.
So yea.. i did.
I talked to everyone like usual.. as if nothing happens. And it kinda worked out.
So yea. Like what Bev said, its all a big misunderstanding. All these shit happens but well someone have to give in right? so ok. i did .
and yes BEV, friends! :DDD
haha.
So yea.. im sorry EVERYONE . (and ure forgiven too bevvvvv and others who actually apologised ) :DD
Okkies. SO things are getting better right now !

Ok done with that.
PASSED MY GEOG AND CHEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahha .
and gonna flunk my bio tomrw.. HOW DUMB CAN I GET??!
i left my Bio book in sch while i was in a rush to go for dance -.- hmmm
so DEAD .

And CNY rehearsal was B-O-R-I-N-G .
Such a long time.. but we danced ONCE. sheeesh.
ok ive gtg.
Need to list down things needed for our performance and yada yada.
buhhbyeee :D

~lovesssssss~

♥ 7:39 PM

ok enough??

Ok here i am chewing my pencil and trying to think of something witty to put in my speech (work stuffs) , when my mobile chirruped AGAIN. sheeesh.
So ok. yada yada yada.
Just came back from the gym. Its the best way to put aside all my freaking problems.. RUNNING! oh yea. 45minutes of running surely helps alot. ha ha.

Well, thanks you people who actually tried to help. But some words are just sharp.. u get it?
So ok. Here it goes again.. it just equally means like " AFIQAH, u only have to care about others and their feelings.. dont bother caring bout your own feelings . Cos youre feelings arent that important as compared to others" G-R-E-A-T...

Hello. i dont need anything more to make me feel all worse again ok.
I expected THESE people to talk to me nicely (in a NICE manner) and not making me feel as if everyone's against me.......
dammitt. i thought i have atleast someone to make me feel better. But i was wrong. Very wrong.

♥ 3:09 PM

DANCE!!

Wohoo. Hiphop was fun today. CHRIS BROWN IS IN DA HOUSE!
had a new dance instructor - KIDD . A guy. Malay , 21 . sheesh.
But the dance class was fun as usual. Blah blah.

Ok i just realised something. THAT FREAKKK.
Sheesh. Atleast have some manners when someone wished you "happy birthday" la.
What the hell did i do to you.
You can reply to others but not me? rofl. WEIRD. as if ive done something to you. and hello. ATTENTION : IVE NEVER LIKED YOU :D (as in like like you know).

Ok. back to my super duper life.
i was just thinking..
Is the future more like an endless road or a huge painting?? anyone can tell me?

If the future is like a road, then it streatches out infront of us, and we're just looking through the windows of the car as we whizz along. Stuff happens, and theres nothing we can do about it..

If the future is like a massive painting, then its making the stuff HAPPEN. We're all up together like Michelangelo (spelling right??) and his merry men, slapping on our tags, talking to each other, swapping ideas, never finishing..

sheeeeesh.
I guess a lil both of and ideal future would work. im 15 ! (well not yet.. soooooon)
Got so MUCH more LIFE waiting for me :)))

♥ 3:38 PM

oh the weekends are HERE

WOOHOO! its FRIDAY people! Finally...
Had such a tiring day cos i didnt get enough sleep last night.
oh . And the Geog and Maths test wasnt that hard. Lucky me. he he
Gonna have Bio test next week (is it next week??) . so STUDY STUDY STUDY.

And well, bout my previous post.
I know its bad calling people dogs. i dont really mean it obviously.
Its just "dogs".. not literally *duhh*.
ok. And wadever bout all these crap. I find it totally ridiculous! but who cares when you have good friends by your side! ive still got my best buddies! - Aishah, Carine and Huril :DDD

Ok. So just now this crap is totally bothering me.. pissing me off the whole day. But kinda feel better after school.
Had that stupid guy shouting " AFIQAH. L*** HIDUNG BESAR(L*** have a big nose)!! " sheeeesh.
LOL. He have big nose? So? why the hell is he yelling that to me everytime i bump into him -.- hmm.
lol.
ok. i think i need a good sleep now. Its raining heavily here. COOL. A great time to sleep Zzzzzz. SWEET DREAMS!!

~going through each day as if youre still living in me~

♥ 2:26 PM

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