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    Species?

    Im so bored that i started watching ANIMAL PLANET? wth. LOL. okay. it wasnt that bad actually. Was watching that and suddenly remembered JANI!
    HAHAH.
    We were said to be of the same species.. and the story goes like this.
    Me and Jani are twins. But im borned 12 days earlier then her.. thus, im pre-mature and thats why im short =.=
    While Jani is born 12 days later.. and she's all TALL ! HAHAH. Thats a very nice story created by our very dear Bevoon :D
    And we have some thing (or maybe more) in common.. we swing our hands too much! And we have the same taste for ipods.. we hate green tea.. ha ha ha.

    Ok. My friends totally cheered me up today eventough i was feeling so pissed in the morning. whoooo.

    GahGah x3 Bevoon x3 Jani wonka x3 AleXus x3 NikUpiKu

    5:14 PM


    GO AND DIE

    IM TAKING BACK MY WORDS.

    Lets just say im terribly pissed and hurt. It feels like ive actually wasted like 5 months of my precious life, caring bout someone who is not even worth it (maybe??).
    Man. You crushed me once. You crushed me twice. Whats the damn problem now?
    The smallest actions can hurt the most. Do u even know that?
    Im so dissapointed in you. So dissapointed in myself .
    Love means giving someone the power to break your heart but TRUSTING them not to.
    I guess its really 'interesting' to hurt me in every way you can and making me cry those tears.

    thanks for the venom D:
    *cursing* *cursing* *cursing*

    7:52 PM


    kitty kitty

    Kittens are sooooo cute!
    Well, my aunt just bought this 2000 bucks , 3 months old persian kitten from Australia. How adorable!
    And she brought it to my house today. LOL =.=
    For some reason, it couldnt stop meow-ing. wth.
    oK. So my day was great! Had my English and SS paper. SS paper was kinda easy but english paper was quite tough. whoo.
    Then after school had lunch with my dear Nic and Alex at macs!
    We kept on observing all these weird people around us.. ha ha ha xP
    And now im super stressed over my pure geog! Theres terribly so much to memorise! OH MY GOSSSSSH.

    still.thinking.of.you.

    5:11 PM


    first day of MEY

    Surprisingly, the malay compo was EASY! wheeee. ha ha
    and dont ask bout my bio test after school.
    I seriously dont know what happened o.O
    i stared at the paper and started laughing. I couldnt remember anything i studied over the weekends. My mind was a total blank!!! So i think i can say goodbye to my Bio marks. shite =.=
    Then after school had lunch with Aishah n Huril at northpoint cos i was craving for fried Oyster while doing my paper ! HAHA

    And now chatting with NiKuPigu (Nicolette) and Jani.
    this NikU is showing me some gross picts. oh mygoshh. Those pictures of the corpses are damn scary!! o.O

    Ok. cant ramble much today . Gotta go revise my SS :D

    psss.
    im missing someone terribly today. Dont know why.... hmm

    3:47 PM


    Picturesss!





    Finally i can upload the picts! YAY!
    ha ha. nothing to ramble about today. Currently having grp convos with my dahlings.. Bevoon, NiC and Alexus! ha ha ha xP
    oh my gosssshh.
    so stress man!!
    EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! wth =.=

    3:03 PM


    Wedding

    *cough cough cough* still not getting any better. WTH.

    ok. My day was good.

    Met huril and went off to aishah's house for her sis's wedding ceremony. aww. And her sis looks gorgeous!! I did took some pictures and we camwhored a little but i couldnt download it to the comp (wtf).

    So yeah. Will upload it soon.

    Then followed Huril to buy her contacts . She was having trouble putting them on.

    Remembered my first time using contacts!! haha. I need others' help to take them off! LOLs xD


    Now it seems that all my friends started calling me GAH .
    WOAHHHH. wat the hell... afiGah?? LOLs xP
    Must thank BEV for this! HAHA :D

    7:07 PM


    i miss you i think

    Still feeling SICK. Havent ate my medicine.. its like a total freaky sleeping pill. I ate it yesterday and slept from 11.30 am till 6.30 pm.. woke up.. then slept at 8.30 till next morning ! woahh . giiiirl.
    And Hamlet's play today was interesting i say. And someone's phone started ringing in the middle of the play... "your way to beauuuutiful .." LOLs xP
    hmm. Things are weird. Ive found great friends.. friends who really cheers me up and understands me but somehow i dont feel right. These feelings inside me. I cant express it in words. So complicated yet they are demanding just to burst out to someone.. anyone.
    I just think im living a fake life. Im giving myself hopes that are never meant to happen at all. Memories still lingers within me and wouldnt leave me alone.
    Maybe if i cant get it out, they are just meant to be there i supposed.
    urrgh. BULLSHIT AFIQAH. =.= *slaps myself*
    no no no. NO TIME FOR ALL THESE emo-shit. MID YEARS babe. Mid years o.O
    pssst.
    I wonder if im still wasting my time thinking bout u..
    wonder if youre thinking of me too .
    shuccks, maybe thats a false hope.

    8:13 PM


    sick n lonely

    SICK.. siCk.. SicK.. sIcK.
    LOLs :P

    well, woke up quite early eventough im sick o.O
    decided to blog while waiting for mummy to get ready and bring me to the doctor =.=
    Went blog hopping. OH MY GAWWD!
    Nicollete must have so much fun on her birthday yesterday..
    and the funniest part was that paper bag.. QAMAR SUTRA.
    and she's like totally "off centre" and said i shopped at a sex shop =.= lame gurl . HAHAHA.
    Hope you like the present Nicccccc :P
    and wth.. why all of you kept on naming me as "GAH" rawwwwwwr!

    la la la la. i wonder what they are doing in class right now..
    maybe they will have 4 periods free later on.. wahhhh :O

    9:11 AM


    LOVE drools

    Goody good day :D
    Nothing bothers me much today. Even the three periods of pure geog was totally.. FUN!
    well, it was fun for me and alex since we're in our "own world". She was totally LOVE SICK and giggling over something (well.. someone) while i was staring out the window, admiring the trees near the physics lab o.O
    And then we were talking bout buying new tankinis at Far East after exams! :P LOLS. i NEED NEW ONES yo!

    Then lalala. Missed my Chem remedial AGAIN. what the hell. yes... AGAIN!
    i have to attend my higher malay since its the last lesson till 12 May and we had oral today. For the first time in my life's history, the higher malay teacher gave good feedbacks bout my malay language. whee :D

    and now im terribly sick. ohohoho :(
    FLU. HEADACHE. COUGH. etc etc etc.
    So i wont be heading to school tomrw... but i so badly wanna go!! i wanna take my BIO and HISTORY test !!! wth

    ciao. i need a GOOD SLEEEEEEEEP :)

    7:07 PM



    So much to do ... so little time . uurgh.
    Ive been mugging since i came home.. CHEMISTRY...like woahh .
    and finally watched my 3rd episode of Gossip Girls.
    No more for today!
    gonna finish some work and off to bed ! >.<

    xoxo,
    Afiqah :D

    7:34 PM


    harassment?

    some ppl must be itching to see whats my update for today. LOL =.=

    well, had an interesting day i can say.
    Kick off the day with two free periods of Lit and suffered in the canteen with the PMS-guy. wth. What he said to jing Xiang was really funny ! " take out everything!!" wtf

    Then after recess, as expected, the drama starts again. lols.
    But say whatever.

    Talking to discipline teachers are meant to be scary but me and Bev were laughing while talking to Mr Ho ! He was being quite funny.. giving us all these weird examples bout how the words "you watch out" to the cantten vendor can even cause a police case ;D
    Then i tried telling him everything from the start.. bout what i wrote in my blog and stuffs.. about that guy and whatever... Half way through that, he said that the blogging part is not the matter now. Blogging issues are neutral but harassing is NOT.
    so..... he told me something that makes me feels so much better after assembly :)
    Thank you Mr Ho . LOL!

    Thanks loads to my friends yo!
    Bev, Alex, Jani, Noc and aishah.. huril too :D
    had a superb day !

    3:36 PM


    apologies?

    I stand up for my own rights.
    i find it such a waste of time to get myself involved in wortheless things.
    I apologised.. (for what ahh?) never mind..
    but the thing is i apologised.. people dont wanna accept it. So? what more?
    maybe people find it a great pleasure to annoy others just to entertain themselves.
    wow. maybe i shld try that too.. someday.. somehow. LOLS. might get myself entertained. woohoo.

    and i dont get it.. people can just spit out cheap things about me and yet i remained quiet.. and theyre still unhappy =.=
    LOL. FUNNNNNY. im not silent cos im scared, its because it is all a waste of time.. i have much more things to waste my time on.

    ok. so here it goes... FORGET BOUT THINGS WHICH HAPPENED.
    if they really want APOLOGIES..
    then here it is
    IM SORRY IF YOU GUYS FEEL OFFENDED yeahhhs? :D
    cheers :D
    i said it. so bubyeee. Till we meet again.. ciao

    6:28 PM


    misery business

    5:53 PM


    misery business

    Another crumbling day. But it wasnt as bad as i thought it would turn out to be.
    People may try to insult me with those hurtful words, but i just think i should just ignore these kinda comments.. theyre just a bunch of bored people who are trying to entertain themselves.
    But obviously.. my patience cant last fer long. I did 'argue' with that someone during malay lesson and i ended up breaking down to tears. Pathetic .. i know.
    But i just cant control it.. instead of EXPLODING.. i just burst into tears. And for that.. ive got my damn first MORF. wahhh. so drama-licious =.=
    so yeah... forget that. I dont wanna waste time rambling bout crappy stuffs.

    My best buddies are always there for me..
    Huril and aishah. Thanks Huril for being on my side during malay lesson. Was funny ok :D

    and thanks loads to my dahling Bevoon , Alex and Jani WONKA :D
    this crazy bunch can never fail to cheer me up. Thank yoooooooo :P

    and after school, Bev's mummy fetched us (Bev, alex & me) to Junction8.
    Bought some stuffs.
    Then saw this weirdo who is super.... err.... weird??? LOLs.
    he's like so dammmmn freaky! He's tatooed EVERYWHERE. and he have this SUPER HUGE HOLES in his ears.. and LIPS. oh gross...
    And Bev's mummy bought us coke :D
    lalalalallalalalala.

    and oh yea.. we met the CHEEEEEENA BUTCH! (alex... you know who im talking bout) =.=

    my last words..
    I DONT LIKE HIM. yes.. i mean HIM. that french guy or whatever u call them.
    i said.. i DONT. so stop bugging the shit outta me. thanks.
    no more questions pls

    and thank you Shriram for that website :DDD
    i loooooove Gossip Girls !

    5:53 PM


    boredom kills

    Boring SUNDAY yo! =.=
    ohh and things are really getting ridiculous.
    I just think some ppl are having serious issues. They just cant seem to mind their own business.
    If they can say i suck.. i think i have the equal right to stand up for myself.
    wow whee. things are getting real funny now. And i cant believe a freaking friend betrayed me so much. Well.. never mind. Let Karma find its way. What goes around comes around yo. So just wait. Nothing more to say regarding this. Cos i dont bother to argue over something worthless.

    Ok. dont wanna let some weirdos spoil my day.
    Im seriously bored. Have been studying history, Lit and Social Studies.. so im all cramped up fer now. LALALAALALAL

    i think i need some counselling TOO. HAHAH =X
    ok. kidding

    1:07 PM


    Broke

    Whoopsy doo. i just spilled a can of coke onto mummy's dear carpet!! goshh
    *runnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn*

    ok.ok. never mind.
    Just came back home. Met Huril after my hiphop class and studied together.
    Today's Hiphop class was GREATTT!
    The dance instructor, KIDD called it a sexy-ish dance.. but to me.. its like a gay dance o.O hehs
    but it was real interesting :D

    oh oh and BODY SHOP is having a 60% offer!!
    goddd. But my Satsuma Orange Shower Gel isnt on sale. wth. So unfair =.=

    Ohh. So much for saving $$$
    went out and study with huril.. let me see.
    We ate at Galilee Cafe.
    Spend like 8 bucks there on a worthless Mango Crush Hit which turned out to be so YUCKYY.
    then bought my third Gossip Girl book for $13.90 and a pen for $1.75
    and we ate Milo Mcflurry for $2.70 .
    uuuurgh. AFIQAHHHHHH!!!! SAVE money not SPEND money. get it.. shuccckss .

    GUESS WHAT. ive finally found what ive been looking for!
    the Darrin's Dance Grooves CD!
    he's like the best MTV choreographer! :DDD

    6:22 PM


    meowww

    " Stand up for yourself. Dont be like those naive Singaporeans"
    yeah. thats what someone told me and thats what im doing.

    Hello? this is really ridiculous. Whats with these bunch of people who just cant mind business in their own pants?
    oh.. and that SPAMMER. thanks loads. i think u just brightened up my tagboard.
    Next time do have the balls and come up to me and spit in on my face.
    Catfights?? Meooooooow :)

    And i really have a feeling i do know that spammer.
    get a life people

    3:32 PM


    im a BIMBO?

    Ever experience something so immensely earth shattering, or just so incredibly annoying, that all you can do is gush or rant? Ever been posed with so curious a problem you can do nothing but obsess? Well, I have these moments sometimes. LIKE NOW. I can't help it sometimes- my life is just plain interesting. Luckily, I have a way to indulgence my feeling of the moment: by writing to all of you, of course!
    You must be wondering why im updating for the THIRD time today.
    well, im uber pissed now.

    Ok here it goes.
    i mean.. they seriously have issues man. What has all these gotta do with them.

    i was having a perfect day till u bloody noobs screwed it up.

    lalallala.
    BUGGERS! do you even know whats the meaning of Bimbo??
    well. CHECKED in the OXFORD dictionary (sacarsm) > it means : Attractive but stupid lady.
    so are u complimenting me???? =.= wow whee



    8:07 PM


    gossip girl / click 5

    ok. the first four letter word which comes to my mind right now ; OMFG!!!!!!
    and here's why.
    Firstly. CLICK 5 is coming to town AGAIN! yes yes yes. i mean the band with the oh-so-hot lead singer - KYLE PATRICK! (droools)
    theyre heading down on 1st June! BUMMER. im gonna be away for that China trip. this is so so so unfair *stomps my feeeeet*
    oh my gossssh. i DONT WANT CHINA! i WANT KYLE PATRICK!!! :(

    ok.. and next.
    GOSSIP GIRL's series is starting on 21 April @ 8pm on CW channel.
    oh yay. but hello?? i dont have CW channel =.=
    so does that means i will have to spend like 70 bucks at HMV to get the damn series?? o.O

    SHUCKS! this is so unfair. *criessssss*

    7:12 PM


    free friday!

    Wow whee. its Speech day tomrw and that means.. theres NO SCHOOL for meeee :D
    yipee. So its all about studying my arse off .

    Currently listening to PARAMORE songs. oh wow. theyre awesome!!
    and also checking out this video download website recommended by Amanda :DDD
    lalalalala. Shucks.. ive got nothing to ramble about today. BORINGGGGGGGGGGG.

    will update later when i have something to crap about. lalalala :)

    4:35 PM


    lovesick

    Grrr. Two more weeks!! theres no time for my hindi dramas anymore.. no time for shopping and trips to town! woahh. Im like totally choked on studies nowadays. Seriously having a hard time coping with Maths and chem. =.=

    ok lets see..
    today was CRAZY. yepp. CRAZYYYY!
    Nothing much on PE. the only thing me and Jani did was ....... went to the toilet :P
    HAHAHA. while Bev and Alex are running their arse off o.O

    oh yea... REVENGE! REVENGE!
    Alexxxxxxxxx! youre soooo dead. Guess what. Dear Alex did something verry terrible today.
    During Geog, she was being too TALKATIVE and mentioned something to Ms A. Koh o.O
    SOMETHING WHICH SHE SHOULD NOT HAVE MENTIONED.
    Especially when it involves someone with the name of ****

    So the teacher was "on her side" and said..
    " oh yea. **** is a very nice boy. which girl wouldnt fall in love with him. He's from my form class. "
    WAHHHHHHHHHHH! like hello... me. me . me. i wouldnt!! *raises up my hand*

    BAD alex.. very BAD :(


    5:09 PM


    U got me all high

    Another hoo-hah day! Was gettin all high . Dont ask me why *flash that cheeky smile*

    Been studying Chemistry fer the past two hours. oh my gawwwd.
    I totally screwed up the latest test. So. its time to WAKE UP yo.
    Next will be my pure geog. ho ho ho. The development topic is never ending !! wth

    Oh and ive been reading this book about the different types of phobias.
    Check this out yo

    - Fear of Mirrors = catoptrophobia
    - Fear of bacterias = Bacillophobia
    - Fear of Moons = selenophobia
    - Fear of clowns = coulrophobia
    - Fear of hospitals = nosocomephobia
    - Fear of insects = entomophobia
    - Fear of dancing = chorophobia
    - Fear of the colour PURPLE = porphyrophobia

    oh my god. that was funneh.
    who the hell has fear of mirrors, hospitals and the colour PURPLE!
    if u have porphyrophobia.. then u will have a lil chance of surviving the discipline problems in MF *winks*

    6:02 PM


    dangerously high!

    Yo yo yo!
    im so dangerously high today that i even managed to scare off dear Alex =.=
    wow whee. Came to school SUPER early. like 6.15 . to meet Alex and finish our geog mind map ! haha. and we finally did a good job! three cheers yo! :)

    And everything seemed interesting today. duh. i was super high all the way!
    even during HISTORY! i gave mr ho a crappy answer and he said it was a "first class answer" . He was like "whats the different between Kulak and Gulak? "
    and i answered. "oh. its the 'G' and the 'K' " ... hmm. LOLs :P


    And hmm. Woo Young and Louis was being nice today.. instead of pulling my hair, they asked me for money instead (for some prezzie thingy) =.= woahh.. and they kinda took every single cent in my pocket. roarrr. Theyre so impatient . wth :P

    and oh yea..
    we've got the APRIL BABIES yooo :DDD

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATREEEEEEYA!
    HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOYD!
    HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLETTE! (ok . thats nxt week. but nvm)

    6:52 PM


    friends are forever

    Ok. im bored. here are some of my random picts and then followed by my boring ramblings for today :)

    The picts are so random. But whatever.

    aww. My friends are real sweet :) thanks guys.
    and seriously, im kinda over with everything. I dont find a need to waste my time on all these nonsense. Cos i still got my dear friends..
    ive got aishah and huril who is always there to listen to my problems, i have bev, alex and nic who always makes me smile with their crappy jokes and i got Jani my dear sister who is always there to come to my rescue.. (like the ROHIT issue). lols.
    Like what peple say, "a lover can be a betrayer but a friend is always forever" :D

    And yesterday.. i did something which i regretted loads. i just blew it all up to him. Yes. kinda.. cos i seriously had enough with all these crappy rumours spreading around. But.. what more can i say.. Guys are so proud nowadays. In their point of view, they are right in every way and they can do anything they like. So.. why waste my time ? My friends are right. Absolutely RIGHT :)

    ok. i gotta end my ramblings fer now. Im uploading my ipod. wheee whooo :D

    5:47 PM


    guys are weirdos

    Whoo. The AWWA visit was real fun. The kids there were so adorable!
    So i was with this cute little boy called Dhruv . aww. But its kinda sad. He has this illness where sometimes he's lost in his own world and stuffs. So yeah. But after all those great times dancing wit him, it feels nice to see a smile on his face :)
    Then went home with Bev! lalala

    Ok. My day was kinda boring in school. duhh o.O
    Was uber pissed after school with this whole bunch of boys. What the hell is wrong with guys nowadays. They cant seem to mind their own business. Was sitting down with Bev and Alex, looking around for our classmates, then that idiot yelled and said "What are you looking at la B****"
    HELLO?? what the hell is wrong with you?? You think im so desperate to look at those TWO guys sitting there? uurgh. And dont bother using that word on me if you dont even know what it means exactly. I dont usually give a damn when these frigging boys shows this kinda effed up attitude but sometimes things can really get on my nerves =.=

    I just seem to get easily annoyed by guys nowadays. dont ask me why but its just that way. Nowadays guys are behaving like jerks.. So insensitive, thick-skinned, rude and whatever more. Wonder whats wrong with them.

    But dont feel offended. Im not talking about anyone in PARTICULAR. so yeah.

    im just pissed with this whole GUYS thing...

    7:42 PM


    weakness

    Had an uber boring day =.=
    spend half the day facebook-ing and the other half choking myself on Chemistry and Bio books.
    Should have went to my dance class today but was too lazy. la la la.

    i have NOTHING to yack about today.. currently listening to Westlife's the Broken Hearted.. yeah i know.. theyre WAYYYY behind time. But who cares. i just feel like listening to their songs..

    As I walk this land of broken dreams
    I have visions of many things
    But happiness is just an illusion
    Filled with sadness and confusion

    What becomes of the broken hearted
    Who have love that's now departed
    I know I've got to find
    Some kind of peace of mind Maybe

    Fruits of loveGrow all around
    But for me they come a-tumbling down
    Every day heart aches grow a little stronger
    I can't stand this pain much longerI walk in shadows searching for light
    Cold and alone no comfort in sight
    Hopin' and prayin' for someone to care
    Always movin' and going nowhere


    I cant continue the lyrics.. i cant seem to remember every word from the song =.=
    LOLs :D
    i loveeeeee their songs. So meaningful.

    7:42 PM


    dimwits

    Just for your info. That previous post have nothing to do with my emotional love stuffs.. that lyric.. didnt mean anything to me.

    NOW. im seriously pissed. yes. pissed.
    everything is getting on my nerves. People LOVE to take advantage of my weakness. My silence . And now, everything just wanna burst out of me. I cant keep tolerating with everyone's nonsense anymore.
    ive had had enough.

    Why cant i just get out of this bloody trap. This bloody country.
    i wanna run away from all these people.

    and for YOU. i dunno what the hell i did. I just dont get it. Im confused with everything.

    and for that other GUY.. i never said i liked you. So dont be such an ass.
    Dont have your friends yelling at me. its really annoying. get a life.

    im feeling so down. i just wanna CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY =.=




    7:42 PM


    Sports dayyyyy

    THREE CHEERS for PHOENIX! yeah yeah :D
    we are the champions yo! After months of trouble..finding for competitors and running for completed events.. PHOENIX came up first!! woooo. ok enough. LoLs xP
    Man.. my stomach cramp didnt get any better today. So i had to find replacements for my events and only ended up running in one o.O
    Ran the 4 x 100m . didnt won. lol. never mind. And sally! dont have to blame it on yourself ok? its a team game so no one should be blamed. Dont blame yourself for the leg cramps whatsoever. You've still done a great job yeahs! :D

    And now i gotta stay away from my laptop. Its gonna be 2 tough weeks ahead. STUDY. STUDY. STUDY. thats all i can think of now.
    And i just spend like 20 bucks on a Chem practice book =.=
    Just hope it helps. lalala :D

    12:28 PM


    Achy achy

    rawrrr!

    MY STOMACH HURTTTTTS =.=

    ok yeah. thats been goin on since morning. Can either blame the Napfa test.. or might be cos ive been laughing too much (infected by laughing gas) -.-

    goshhhhhhhhhhhhh o.O

    ok. this pict is very random :DDDDD

    8:27 PM


    im a spy o.O

    Boring. Thats all i can say. My day was sucky and draggy o.O
    And i can say goodbye to my higher malay results too. Had test and i think i did quite terribly. I cant even translate the word "decide" to malay ! *freaks out*
    Man.. i seriously HAVE to do something bout my malay.

    man.. im feeling so lively now.. i just wanna jump up and down and screaaaaam!
    haha. ok. not that lively... thats too crazy =.=

    hmm. lets make a random list..ive decided this for myself

    FYI .. in 2008 , its ok to ...

    - Feel confused about the future.. im young. So its expected!
    - Ditch studying ONCE IN A WHILE and get out to have some fun
    - Spending two hours dissecting the meaning of a text msg from a boy . LOL
    - keep old texts from my crushes just cos they put a smile on my face
    - have a good cry once in a while
    - listen to cheesy pop music (eventough im not so into them )
    - Have daggy songs in my Ipod =.=

    whoooopeeee. ok thats is really random. But who cares???!! i wanna YACK YACK !

    7:00 PM


    French toast with cheeese

    Whoopee. First good news.. i had a good day. Second good news.. im back home early cos CCA was cancelled. And the final good news is.. im currently eating french toast with cheese on a rainy day. HAHAH. yeah man.. french toast with cheeeeeese is so goooooooooood. It tastes better cos im the one who made it :D



    Well well well... nothing much to yack about today cos nothing interesting happened. and oh yeah! the Chem test. i think i totally screwed it up =.=

    its just so hard to catch up on my chem since Chem extra lessons are ALWAYS held on the days which i have higher malay . WTH :(



    and wow whee. They cancelled the sports quiz just now. COOOOOOL :D (random)



    and now.. i have to do something about my cca costume.. Mrs Supra wants me to draw out the idea for our new costume. oh my gawwwd.

    did she just said.. D-R-A-W ???!

    hello there... i suck in art. I can barely get a B3 for that bloody subject !

    and now.. how the hell am i supposed to DRAW out the costume??

    LOLs . nvm.. i'll figure something out.. soon.. i guess :P



    man.. i cant seem to stop sneezing for the whole day =.= goshhhhh.

    i sneezed so loud that even Jani stared and started laughing at me o.O

    u horrible.. horrible JANI.. dont make me throw you at Nepal with that Rohit.

    LAUGH-OUT-LOUD babehhh :)))



    Here's a pict of my ex boyfriend, Gerard. lalala



    w.face>





    4:32 PM


    Crazy NAPFA

    GOSSIP GIRL IS HIGHLY ADDICTIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



    One word to describe my day . Good . But something totally pissed me off after recess but i try not to make a big fuss about it. But i find it really annoying when people started to mix up all these stories. I had some seniors coming up to me and asking "eh. youre the one who tried to commit suicide right? they say u eat 30 pills cos you are deppressed about a breakup" LIKE OMG! whats up with that people.

    HELLO! lets make this clear, people of the damn earth. im NOT the one who tried to commit suicide by eating pills. That happens to be a girl who have quite a similar name to mine. So dont get things messed up cos its damn annoying!! Thank you!. if i wanna commit suicide.. i would have jumped off a 20-storey building and not by taking those pills :P hahahah

    so ok.. after school had lunch with Quin and aishah. Then NAPFA test was actually really fun. Esp with Jani, Bev and Alex. We are like so CRAZZZZZY!. most of the time, we're like standing outside the hall.. STARING at "something". woohooooo :D *jumps.. and get super excited* Man.. you guys rock ! hahah

    yada yada yada. Did well fer Napfa :P (three cheers for AFIGAH!) Me and Jani still cant get over that Nepal guy... HAAHHHAHA. those stupid jokes were damn funny. JANI!!! we should continue the drama with him again sometime soon :P



    i NEED the next GOSSIP GIRL BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK!

    I NEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED IT! boooo ya :P



    8:05 PM


    random ramblings

    Oh wow. Have a sudden urge to blog about something eventough i dont know what that SOMETHING is. lol.

    Ok. lets see. Life's been ultra good these days ( i think).
    And im highly addicted to Gossip Girls. Wth.
    Im already finishing with that book i bought yesterday =.=
    that means.. the second bOok is on its way!! woooooooo hooooooooooo!
    ten more bloody books to go!

    Recently, im trying my very best to SAVE money instead of SPENDING it on everything that catches my eyes.. and trust me.. its VERY VERY hard. LOL
    i so NEED to get a new gym bag and im wishing on that super nice brown PUMA gymbag *ohhhhh* and i need to get new dance pants and new dance top . LIKE OMG! it seems that i need a NEW one for everything.. *slaps myself*

    Never mind..
    the best way is to prevent myself from going near any shopping malls till June holiday..
    maybe i can spend my Saturdays studying at Starbucks with Huril and Aishah.
    that sounds good enough :D

    yada yada yada :)))


    8:01 PM


    i hate u

    Right. Gonna be another long and boring day at home =.=
    and the first thing when i went online, that arse rohit started talking to me.. and this time my super Jani sister isnt here to rescue me. lol.

    Actually i find it really nice to have someone to talk to. Yesterday night me and Jani spend hours n hours chatting . Was quite fun apart from the drama we had. THANKS LOADS BABE! :DDD Really enjoyed talking to you.. we should spend more time sharing secrets and more crappy questions!! lols

    uurgh. i dont feel good.. im so neurotic mannnn -.-

    i was so effed up yesterday.. i told that idiotic rohit this :
    " im having PMS and i have a gun.. if you wont shut up, i'll kill you"

    11:58 AM


    blabber

    Oh whee..
    MISSION ACCOMPLISHED.
    we managed to shake that guy off!

    thanks loads JANI!!!! wooohooo

    our last convo goes like this..


    j@N!--- says:
    if you really love her, you would let her go...

    rohit says:
    if she really loves him i leave her

    @F!qaH *---*-- )(>'.'<)Love or Hate(>'.'<)( says:
    YES YES YES YES YES

    @F!qaH *---*-- )(>'.'<)Love or Hate(>'.'<)( says:
    i love him hell loads

    @F!qaH *---*-- )(>'.'<)Love or Hate(>'.'<)( says:
    more then the water in the sea

    @F!qaH *---*-- )(>'.'<)Love or Hate(>'.'<)( says:
    as vast as the blue sky

    @F!qaH *---*-- )(>'.'<)Love or Hate(>'.'<)( says:
    much more then the numebr of stars in the sky

    rohit says:
    stop that

    @F!qaH *---*-- )(>'.'<)Love or Hate(>'.'<)( says:
    why

    rohit says:
    i cant listen that. but i will be loving u forever

    This is soooo funny.
    Jani and I were liek starring in a bolly film :DDD
    drama mamas :P

    8:55 PM


    crazy dumbo

    Ok . listen up. This is SUPER hilarious.
    There's this guy who PROPOSED to me . weirdo. some psycho.
    and he wont leave me alone and wont bug off.
    Soi told Jani about him.. and i added Jani to the convo.
    I told him she's my sister.

    and now.. we're having a very funny convo with this despo guy.

    look at this


    j@N!--- says:
    do you really love my sister??

    rohit says:
    yes

    rohit says:
    why ,,,,,,,,,,,do u have any problem

    rohit says:
    if yes tell me

    j@N!--- says:
    yes. she is not available.

    rohit says:
    why

    j@N!--- says:
    she has a boyfriend

    rohit says:
    what is his name

    j@N!--- says:
    y do you want to know?!

    rohit says:
    tell the rascals name?

    j@N!--- says:
    look whether you noe his name or not it doesnt matter. she is not gonna leave him

    rohit says:
    why

    j@N!--- says:
    becoz she loves him!!!! like duh!!

    rohit says:
    she is onli mine


    j@N!--- says:
    it means that he loves her, she loves him. end of story. no rohit in it

    rohit says:
    its impossible


    Ok . the boyfriend part was a lie.. but who cares.. its a funny drama going on !! LOL

    8:41 PM


    bingo

    Goshh, its such a damn scorching hot day :(
    Went to the gym and dance class.
    Dance class wasnt interesting today.we danced the same song we did last week =.=
    Justin Timberlake's LIKE I LOVE YOU . pop here. pop there. bleahhhs
    boo hoo. Then bought my GOSSIP GIRl book babeh! woohoo. Just finished wrapping it nicely with plain white plastic. And im so gonna finish this book by this week pronto so i can buy the next book :DDD lols.

    3 more weeks to MID YEAR EXAMS! i so cant wait (*ehem*)
    mugging like crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy. I need MAJOR help in maths mannn.. and i think very soon my bio is gonna turn out bad too thanks to our new teacher. WTH. since mdm Loh left, it feels like we havent learned anything. goshhh.
    *sticks out my tongue*

    Mummmmy! i wanna new gym bag *sobbbb*








    You're Not Exactly Psycho...



    But it's pretty obvious that a small part of you isn't over your ex yet.

    It's time to give yourself some space from him - being friends is not going to work right now.

    So stay away from your ex for now... before he turns you into a psycho!

    3:52 PM


    Gossip Girls

    Pfft.

    Enough of these emo-shit stuffs. Not worth my time.

    Well..

    gonna have a very busy week.. studies.. and its the health and fitness week where my House capt role really comes in. wth =.=


    Geez. i really wanna watch those new movies.. The orphanage and Rouge.. ive already missed Juno and August Rush which was real good (as said by some).. i cant miss these few new ones man!!


    oh guess what.

    im so gonna buy all the books from the Gossip Girl series.. starting from the very first one.. ha ha :D


    6:44 PM


    hate or love.

    uuurgh. i dont feel good at all. Might be cos of the rain yesterday or might be cos of this weird thing going on within me.
    Ive been acting very "emo" today as what my dear friends told me. But i really hate to be called EMO. rawr

    i mean.. whats up with me man??
    its been 5 months and suddenly all these nonsense came rushing back to me today.
    Screw my damn head.
    What the hell am i supposed to do.
    Im left CONFUSED , BROKEN and INSECURE.

    i need to get over this pronto!
    but it isnt as easy at it seems.
    especially when someone you really need starts to drift away from you.
    how dissapointing to see such an incomplete ending to such a wonderful story.




    QUOTE FOR THE DAY :
    Its sad when someone you know becomes someone u knew and when someone u love becomes someone u loved.

    4:49 PM


    miss yoU sexy!

    Ok. This is gonna be a real quick one.
    Im so tired =.=
    just came back home from visiting atiqah.

    Then aishah called and let yu xuan talk to me.
    GOSSSSSH! so sad :(
    we are like miss you here.. miss you there.. take care here.. take care there.
    He's being so sweet on the phone which nearly made me cry.. but i cant.. cos i was on the way home in the bus o.O
    Gonna MISS YOU LOTS dude!
    Now theres gonna be no one to give me any crappy comments =.=

    psst.
    Gossip Girl's last book is superb !!
    im finishing with the book real soon :DDD

    9:25 PM


    choices hav consequences

    Day was sucky actually. Something terribly pissed me off. rawrr.
    Dont wish to say anything out here but Aishah must have known the reason :)
    Reached home early. Yahoooooo!
    thanks to all the police and investigation thingy.. and i was late fer higher malay. So whoopeee :DDD

    Man.. im like so confused with Chemistry !!
    Mr Lim.. Help!
    ive missed like quite a few extra classes due to higher malay.. and i return to chem class totally clueless =.=
    i HATE higher malay *rawr*

    ohhhs. The emo-ing days are here. LOL.
    ALEX!! im NOT love sick . Crap la youuuu.. im not. LOVE sick. im just... emotional?? LOLs










    Im missing you
    But its a really weird feeling deep inside me..
    its not LOVE.. its not HATE.
    its NOT those lovey-dovey feelings..
    I care for you so much that it terribly hurts.
    The distance between us kept increasing as days goes by.
    I dont know why..
    but i still do care for you like i used to.
    I still dream to see that smile on your face like i used to..
    I still wish to hear the voice of yours like i used to..
    Youre so near yet seemed so far..
    thats when it terribly hurts the most..

    5:31 PM


    Zoo Trail

    Went for the Zoo Trail thingy which turned out totally bad (?)
    The system broke down =.= wth
    We found the first answer and Bev send like 5 sms-es and waited fer like more then 10 minutes . LOL >.<
    So walked around looking at monkeys instead :DDD
    JANI WONKA!! too bad we didnt get our fav ice cream tube (goddd) . So unfair! how can it be OUT OF STOCK?? ridiculous mannn =.=

    So.. lalala. Camwhored through the whole trip o.O duhhh

    and oh shite.. Next week during assembly we are having that sports day quiz thingy la . gossssh.
    So scary . How the hell can i survive with thousand pair of eyes looking at us ... while Mr Lee keeps mumbling the same thing.. "Phoenix all the way!!"
    How lame is thaaaaaaaaaaat !

    and psst.. im giving back my CCA leaders badge back tomrw. I guess that will solve it all. (random again)

    And accompanied Nic to buy STRAWS. funneh .
    ohh its Nic .. as in Nicolette NOT Nicholas -.-
    hahahahah :P

    Check out the picts !!








    8:40 PM