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its just amazing how i can hide my feelings from everyone.
im trying to smile, laugh and hide everything that im feeling .
i hope its working.





i just cant seem to face the truth, im just a little too not over you.
and dont tell me you dont know this.

Had the Semi- Finals competition at NTU today.
Didnt manage to get through the Finals, but its okay. Proud enough that we were able to make it to the Semi Finals :D
Nothing to say except... RAFFLES INSTITUTION was SUPERB . like superbly SUPERB..
and

lol

Had an eye candy from GAN ENG SENG sec ! xD
okayyy okayyyy ~~~

OH YAY YIPPEE DOO !
im going for the semi finals competition tomorrow . haha :)

oh well,
im off to do a hell more of a research for now !

so.. TOODLES!

:)

ive got so much to rant about that i dont know where to start.

ok lets see, its actually all about my effed up schedule.
i really mean it when i said "EFFED UP" .

Gonna have dance practice EVERY SINGLE day next week D:
gonna have to miss my higher malay lessons and re-schedule my tuition .

and THIS SATURDAY is whats pissing me off really.

I have TWO important stuffs on the same day, same time.

Malay General knowledge competition Semi- Finals at NTU and
SYF rehearsal at NUS .
gahhh. Both are equally as important. But i oh-so-badly wanna attend the competition.
After one month of research , we got a superbly awesome result ! 4th ranking outta all the schools like Raffles, Anderson yada yada.

So now, its gonna be really disappointing if i gotta miss the Semi Finals.
Its really something to be proud of.. and i really wanna get into the finals.
Its gonna be a lil unfair to my team too, theyre gonna have one lesser member if im not gonna be present.

gosh :(

There are a thousand of questions running through my mind.
Sometimes all i wanna do is burst it all out.. but somehow, i just dont wanna take the step . I rather keep those in silence and wait for the right moment.

......
......

Who knew all you had to do was ask, and you shall receive unembarrassed honesty...

i just want things to be like old times.
i just wanna hear your voice.
i just wanna see your smile.
i miss those long lectures you used to give me.
Nothing seems right without you.


whats happening now?
why are we growing far apart?

oh how i wonder why all these people are so immature at times.
Why bring up such a teeny weeny bit issue?
We're in sec4 god dammit -.-
no more in primary school were we go complaining to teachers when our friends calls us "IDIOT"!
oh well,
if you have any dumb problems with me, then have the guts to come and talk about it into my face :D


AND GUESSSS WHAAAAAAAAAAAAT ?!
We managed to get into the Semi Finals of the NTU competition! ohmygod.
MIRACLE or WHAT?!
Ranked fourth among all the schools! omg.

but dammit.
i have SYF full dress rehearsal on the exact same day.
But i so badly wanna go for the Semi Finals !!!
gahhhhhhhhhh D:

This post may be offensive xD
Those whom i intend to offend , i hope you will feel offended..
for the rest of you, just read it if you wanna :D
dont get all angry on me, because im not gonna mention names.
If you feel offended, probably its because youre in the wrong. so go on, read it :D


meanings of :

MORON - Stupid person with a mental age of young kid ( idiot , halfwit , fool )

REVENGE - to take vengeance for


sadly , there are TWO people in this world, whom i happen to know , who DOES NOT know the meaning of these words, yet they wanna use it on me.
ridiculous.

i just find it funny.. some people can just hate you for no reasons at all.
well, probably there's some reasons deeeeeep down inside them.. but nahh.. i dont find any reasons for that twit to hate me :O

You dont go telling people that you wanna take a "revenge" on me when you dont even have the guts to do so!
haha WHAT REVENGE are you talking about??
do you need to learn the meaning of "revenge" -.-
What i find so ridiculous is the fact that you actually PLANNED everything out, just to hurt me physically . ( im seriously laughing at this )
LOL. Why such CHEAP plans? Why not push me off a 12 storey building instead?
hah.

oh , and if youre actually reading this, ( which you most probably will ) , then go on and tag something "evil" as you have ONCE planned to :D
i wanna see if youre thaaaaat ballsy !

if theres really such a thing as a "fight" going on between us..
its gonna be really fun with lots of interested spectators.

COOL HIPPIES vs YOU, THE GEEK IN THE PINK :D

aww. fun :D


then the other twit actually called me a MORON .
hahah.
Even Bev thinks its funny.. i think so too :D

omg this is so funny that i can go ON and ON and ON about it.
but nahhh,
i'll end here.

may KARMA goes back to you dearest TWITS :D

HAD A FANTABULOUS SUNDAY WITH MY DEAREST MONKEYS!

Met up with Jani, Alex and Bev today :)

Went to FISH n CO for lunch when we saw this waitress using cotton candy on her hair . LOL!
Alex said it was actually a cocoon in her hair cos she didnt wash it for ages !

Lots of talking, then headed off to town for some shopping.
Went to far east where we walked round and round to find this damn bikini shop which then we found out was actually closed D:
hahah . Bought this gorgeous PINK metallic bikini from Sheer Romance.
Poor Jani couldnt find anything to buy for herself! hahah.
oh oh.. she cant say the word "CARPET" =X

Went off to Marina Square, planning to bowl.
Bought socks cos we didnt wanna rent their socks. Too disgusting.
In the end, all the alleys are occupied and there's this long waiting list , so we ended up going to KBOX ! hahahahah :D
FUN FUN FUN !
oh.. and i remembered before i left... Beverly was singing this damn oldie song! hahahah =X

oh i love you babes!! <3

OH MY D:
MY IPOD DIED ON ME . GAHHHHHHH .
HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME NOW, MY DEAR IPOD BABY??!
I CUDDLE YOU TO SLEEP EVERY SINGLE DAY AND EVEN BRING YOU ALONG EVERYWHERE I GO!!
AND THIS IS HOW YOU REPAY ME?!
im saaaaaaaaaaad :(

had a LONG and tiring day.
Met Huril, Aishah , syuhrah and the sec 5 Shafiq , and head off to Boon Lay.
The journey was hell and the competition was less then an hour. crap.
Competed with Raflles Instituition, Hong Kah Sec, Anderson Sec and many more.

Theres this row of students in front of us, and this guy took out a condom from his wallet.
wtf.
So Shafiq thought they gave out free condoms in the refreshment bag and he started rummaging through it to search for that GREEN CONDOM -.-
hahahahahahaha. hilarious.

The competition was kinda okay i guess.
Outta 40 questions.. i think i only managed to answer 25 questions confidently. lol.
i doubt theres even hope to get through the semi-finals.
laugh it off.

then had tuition with aishah . lol -.-

oh well, im off to watch teeeveeeeeee :D

i want MARSHMELLOWS!

Current mood : high on ICE CREAM SODA -.-
Current song playing : Poker Face by Lady Gaga

ahhh FINALLY friday!
screaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam :D

The competition thingy is tomorrow.
Gonna have to wake up early on a SATURDAY morning. gahhhh .

School sucks today. well, not that bad actually.
im really really disappointed in my Chemistry result. Never thought it would be that bad .
well, gotta start improving in chemistry or im screwed. From now on, i shall spend extra time on chemistry instead of geog and bio. haha :D

My dear bunch of monkeys never fails to cheer me up with their nonsense! <3

BABOON BEVERLY <3
JANI FISH <3
STUPID COW ALEX <3

and theres me... PAKISTANI AFIQAH -.-
wth.
what can i say.. we're NUTS

greetings creepazoids! :D

Its finally FRIDAY tomorrow. Common test week is over. whooooopeeee :D
Literature was kinda easy but im really getting sick of the text. Did it for the whole of last year , and theres no more fun writing about OFF CENTRE people . lol.
But finally we are starting on Curious Incident of a dog in the Night time. really interesting.

oh well,
The Malay general knowledge competition is this Saturday. hahahah.
theres so much to do research on .
gahhhh :(

anyways,
im still wondering why youre ignoring me as if im SOOOO invisible.
well, maybe i am??
why are you doing this???
i need an answer .

i still dont get why you keep treating me as if im invisible..
If you really wanna ignore me and pretend as if im dead to you, then jolly well tell me that in my face and i will keep a FAR distance away from you so we wont ever bump into each other.
Things are gonna be better off like that right??



the joy after pure geography exam ~~~~~

well, Chem & Bio was manageable.
Geog was surprisingly easy, but fighting for time is definitely the issue. However, i managed to complete it right on the dot. YAY me :D

oh well, here are some random photos ... i just realized we have stupid nick names. OMG D:
Afiqah the Pakistani , Jani Fish , Bev Baboon , Alex stupid cow (?)
HAHA! omg. =X

i dont know why i trust people so easily.
i just dont know why.

how can people be so heartless?
i just dont know how.

AFIQAH's MSN PM :

Beverly is talking sense.. and soon, pigs are gonna fly.


BEVERLY's MSN PM :

I talked sense, and soon pigs are gonna fly .

===================================

we're just plain nuts :D
and i LOVE it.
haha

My legs are aching.
My mind is spinning.
Im definitely not feeling good.

heck gotta go revise my Emaths and Pure geog ~~~

This always happens, whenever im revising geog, my brain goes KABOOOOOOOOM!

oh Aziz uploaded the unglam pict. so here it is. gahhhh D:
see my face?!
i look RETARD man... RETARD D:
gosh

HELLO :D

im a HAPPY GAH .

and i dont know why !

someone just picked up a fight with me. Some stranger friend.. BUT im STILL HAPPY :D
someone just annoyed me . a real bitch . BUT im STILL HAPPY :D
im not done with Bio. left with ecology.. BUT im STILL HAPPY :D
Tomorrow is Common Test . i should be stressing.. BUT im STILL HAPPY :D
Someone didnt call me for 2 months. i WAS sad . BUT now, im STILL HAPPY :D
i havent got my new phone. cos Starhub idiots didnt send me the voucher, but im STILL HAPPY

HAPPY HAPPY GAH :D

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY CREEPAZOIDS!

my day was FANTASTIC!
woke up damn early just to start studying :)

well, Valentines day is not only for lovebirds .. EVERYONE can celebrate it with their dearest friends.
So Aziz asked me out today . HAHA!
It took me so long for me to figure out what to get him.. cos its gonna be kinda weird if i meet him on Valentines day with nothing in hand.
So i bought him this gorgeous card :)
hope you like it, Mr SOTONG head !

Watched SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE!
and it was AWEsome!
The movie was kinda long but really worth the money.
Who says KNOWLEDGE is everything in this world?
Your experiences in life is sometimes all you need to get that "perfect" life.
You gotta learn from life's obstacles ! :D

anyways, thanks for the great day AZIZ !
and my legs are aching! thanks to the long bus journey in high heels D: gahhh.


when was the last time you called me?
when was the last time you bothered asking me how im doing?
when? when? when?

oh since i got reminded of yesterday while talking to Bev on Msn, i feel like sharing my Thursday here.

Yesterday was much of a hilarious day !

PE was hella fun.
Mr Kwek bullied me and made me clean this dirty board D: gahh.
Played softball. Teamed up with Jani, bev and Alex.
We were grouped to play against HianWee's team which consists of Bryan, Nicholas and Yiok An.
They really got on MY NERVES! ( but its HILARIOUS!)

Hianwee just dropped the damn ball at the base and started running! WHAT THE HELL?
werent you supposed to THROW the ball? not drop it???
gahh hilarious. So we all started laughing our heads off till we started tearing.

then, yiok An threw the ball BACKWARDS and made me run a hell damn far.
i was so pissed, i yelled the LOUDEST "FUCK YOU" i ever yelled in my ENTIRE life!

Hot and Stuffy Day D:
Had the In place protection exercise and GOSH was it stuffy !
I can never survive in a stuffy environment. I'll just get cranky .

oh well..
So much Valentines fever going around the school today.. flowers , chocolates and all the usual stuff.
And alex's gift to me was so adorable.
a DONKEY handphone plushy thingy. hahah :D
Thanks babe !

anywoos, Exams are up this coming week! yay! jump for joy :D

Best of luck creepazoids!!

Red Jumpsuit Apparatus is coming to Singapore !!
oh oh.
and Jason Mraz too!!

i thought i have always been looking forward to Fridays.
But NOT ANYMORE.
Even before this week ends, im dreading the upcoming week.
No... not because of the common tests.. in fact, i LOVE common tests.
Its just because my upcoming week is pre-scheduled.
Sucky. i know.

Gonna be filled with SYF practice and im left with no choice but attend it instead of my Higher Malay lessons.
How unfair D:
Honestly , i rather attend higher malay lessons ! ( huril and aishah might find this HILARIOUS)

Syf practices are just plain torturing.
MY FEET ARE CURRENTLY SORE! D:

Theres so much happening these days.
I never expected sec4 to be THIS hectic. Really.
Its going NUTS i tell you... N-U-T-S!

In a few weeks time, its gonna be worse then it already is!
SYF is coming up and there is definitely gonna be extra practices . Lots of them.
They are even gonna bother my Saturdays for the practices. Imagine that. Gosh.

oh well my day was good i suppose.
Had Chemistry test and something ridiculous happened after school.
I realized im exceptionally clumsy. dang.
and stooooooopid Jani and Bev laughed at me D: D: D:
hahah. ok i gotta admit what happened just now was freakin hilarious !
ok go on guys.. laugh. HAHAHA

I was in a real pissy ( no such word) kinda mood.
What i do.. what i say... its just My stinkin problem. none of yours.
So you can stop annoying me with your comments :)
i am WHO i am. Stop trying to go all annoying on me.

oh well, my monkeys cheered me up as usual.
Lots of crappy talks in class etc...
Lunch-ed with Alex at Macs.
Anyway, Alex babe do cheer up yeah. Dont let anyone spoil your day. Focus on the more important stuffs for now... like maybe common tests ? haha :D <3

OKAY!
im off to do my research on Asperger's Syndrome! ho ho :D

LA LA LA LA :D

went out with BEVERLY the BABOON :)
i made her wait for 10 minutes infront of the Levis store. haha!
oopsie. sorry la!!! my STINKING phone sucks. It went KABOOM. not my fault =X
hahahha.

went to chongpang to repair my phone (?).
but what the hell... the shop owner went for a holiday till 15th -.- gahh D:
so went all the way to ChongPang just to get ourselves Mango Bubble Tea. omg.

Cab-ed to Sembawang Shopping Centre and went ROUND and ROUND and ROUND Daiso.
hahha.
wanted to buy this wriggly eraser just for the fun of it but decided not too.. cos we didnt know what to do with it D:
hahahhahaahahah.

Landed in Starbucks and studied.
I completed my geog while bev completed her chem! whooopeeee.
we STUDIED :)

talked through lots of crappy stuffs which turned out really funny.
i bought two tank tops .. YAYYYYYY!
and camwhored a HELL LOT.
theres like 50 +++ photos !! what the hell BEV!
haha
SO its really impossible to upload all in my blog ....

Yesterday had a fun time with Alex :D

Met her at Northpoint for dinner and crashed over at my place!
We spend most of the time singing on this Karaoke website with my lappie's mic and half of the time she was fussing about her missing contacts on MSN. lol
ALL HER CONTACTS WENT MISSING!!! >.<


guess what. my phone went KABOOOOOOOM D:
so im a phone-less girl right now . grr.

funny signs i bumped into recently. check them out!

i didnt know this service actually exists!


Please Aim it right.


fried ? ... can you get it STEAMED too?

oh its finally Friday.
This week flew by too quickly.

i had Mrs supra coming up to me this morning questioning me bout my absence from CCA yesterday.
I am very choleric, so i was getting all annoyed on her.
It was just my FIRST time being absent from SYF practice cos i gotta visit the doctor yesterday and she made big fuss bout it -.-

and i was supposed to go for another practice just now but i didnt.
I know i should be responsible. But hell, ive got my priorities sorted out right.
Monday - saturdays, my schedule get so filled with extra classes, CCAs, higher malay etc.
So when the hell will i have the time to study?

im expected to revise all the 8 subjects on SUNDAY?

this is just so ridiculous.
im not some robot who goes around all day without being all worn out.

dance shouldnt be my priority you know.
if i waste these months on SYF, i will be losing out A LOT!
i cant start studying in April!
thats just too late.

and i have 3 tests next week :D

Monday - Pure Geog
Tues - Chem
Thurs - Bio

im off to continue with my geog revision ! ~~~

oh hello world.

Afiqah is VERY VERY angry D:

KNOW WHY?!

some jerk just pissed me off.
have i mentioned about a guy called AZIZ?

oh well he asked me out on Valentines day and i kinda said "no"
he was so pissed and he wanna let the friendship go.
fine. so be it.

then he started confessing and all... he's in love with me (yes . very SHOCKING indeed) wth.
jerk.
Just because i DONT WANNA GO OUT with him on V day, he wants this friendship to be over.

and his friendster shoutout was "I BROKE UP WITH AFIQAH :D "

uhh? HELLO? when are we even together in the first place?!


ohmygawd. im so pissed.

im a goody good girl with her HISTORY textbook in hand,
a can of Soya Milk on the desk
and her ears plugged with 98.7fm Muttons to Midnight!

say KONVICCCCCCCT!

GUESS WHAT?!

im so UNHAPPY and PISSED ,

I didnt even laughed while watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S .

i swear.

fuck it.
im pissed.

1. I got trapped in a lift alone , just now. A-L-O-N-E

2. Im terribly pissed with everyone around me.

3. I HAVE NO FUCKING HANDPHONE at the moment .

4. Im hungry D: havent had much of anything the whole day.


fuck it.
fuck it.

I'm under scrutiny today

Anyways, just a few words...

People might just comment on something you dont wish to hear...
But im trying not to take it personally.
People are allowed to express ideas i don't agree with or even like.
People may give insenstive comments... -- and i guess how i handle it says a lot about who i am..
Im taking a more analytical approach and distance myself from these kinda stuffs.

wait..... i think im just in some PMS-ish (?) mood today, so i might have been a weeny bit over sensitive with other's words.

oh well,
im off to hook myself up with my maths book :) yay me!

AFIQAH SHALL NOW REPEAT THIS A THOUSAND TIMES IN HER HEAD ....
"i love maths"
"i love maths"
"i love maths"

xD

ohmy. i hate my phone D:
it started jamming for like 10 whole minutes getting me all pissed.
yes yes...
bev will say this " SEE! I TOLD YOU! DONT WANNA LISTEN TO ME RIGHT?!"

ok babe. learnt my lesson. i shall listen to you next time =X
thats my current phone up there ^^ . yes. All pink and pretty. -.-

look at the reviews on this phone on the net :

- Reviewed by bob from scotland on 9th Nov 2008
this phone is absolutely rubbish
Rating:

- Reviewed by lauren from scotland on 6th Nov 2008
the phone is rubbish when i got it the keybord broke to pieces and the screen smashed if you want my advice dont get the phone they will rip you of and it will ruen your life
Rating:
-

Reviewed by Gard Firing from Norway on 3rd Nov 2008
Mine was dead on arrival... Worked for about 10 min and then shut down for good. Looks to me like it's software errors. The SW crashed two times in 10 min, and after the second time, the phone never booted again... shame....
Rating:

WHY THE HELL DIDNT I READ ALL THESE BEFORE BUYING IT?!

im such a shithead =X