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ohmygod this sucks so bad -.-
School just started and im coming down with high fever .. 38.7 .. fuck o.O

Just went to the doctor and he told me my throat is fucking RED.
and i got myself a 3 day MC -.- DAMN IT ! NNOOO D:

And Matt is not getting any better too :(

get well soooon dear
im so worried for you :(
and i MISS YOU!

First day back in school was pretty much boring.
i dont see the point of coming to school when theyre so worried over the flu issue.
Shouldnt they just go on with the extra week break?
i heard Presbytarian Sec and AMK closed down for a week.
So why not our school too?
Why get so worried, making us go through so many stations before entering the school when you just can prevent any risks and give a one week break? -.-
Zz

oh well , geog teacher not gonna be in school for a week, so i really did nothing much in school.
Mr lim is again our form teacher. Glad to have him back :)


im off to do some chemistry and geog for now ~
toodles :D :D :D


get well soon dear <3>

Im just playing around with Urban Dictionary online
and i found out really cool definitions for ppl's name! lmao .
ok here are some which i found..

GAHH ~

a sound used usually when a person is extremely streesed or annoyed.

Is often used on Xangas and when people are dealing with slow computers.

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MATTHEW ~

a sexy guy that liked the women and has a nice tooth brush

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BEVERLY ~

A satanic drink produced by coka cola that is NOT popular in Italy

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ALEXANDRA ~

girls name coming from Alexander, meaning 'Defender of Mandkind'. Possible nick names could be Aly, Lexy, Lexi, Alex, A, Xandra, ect.

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JAKE KETTERMAN ~

A extremely long penis of at least fourteen inches.

(WTF?!)

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SUNNY ~

1. The weather 2. Dead sexy

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Jani ~

real, down-to-earth, family oriented and offers a lot to others. ===========

HAHAHAH THIS IS SO FUN ~~
ok school is starting in err... 11 hours . im like sooooo looking forward to it.

now sense my sacarsm and bug off :D

BEV AND GAH's CRAPPY MOMENTS .. as usual -.-

we were watching CHICK vs DICK on click network and there was this Christmas gift episode where PAUL bought KAYKAY a punching gun . ( really cute! ) hahah!

so we decided its very useful for boyfriends.
can be used in many occasions =X

With Love, Bev says:
*AHAHAHAHA
*walkwalkwalk
*punch bf
*walkwalk punch bf
*walk punch punch bf
*HAHAH

❤ .@F!qaH . x.º.x ~~ you'll always be all I'll ever need says:
*MATT : afiqah. im in love with my cigarettes!
AFIQAH : FUCK U MATT!
MATT : whatcha gonna do punk?!
*takes out punching gun and aims at matt's balls*

With Love, Bev says:
*HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
*stuff him with bananas

❤ .@F!qaH . x.º.x ~~ you'll always be all I'll ever need says:
*ok from now on.. i go out i bring bananas in my hands

MATT : i feel like smoking, dear
AFIQAH : SAY NO TO SMOKING!
*flashes out BANANA*

ok well.. bananas are supposed to halp ppl who smokes . so yah. LMAO!

wtf were we thinking?!
I can never talk sense when im with BEVERLY! xD

Finally got my ass outta the house today!
My Uncle came back and we went to East Coast.
Had lunch at Scruffy Murphy's Irish Pub :D
The blackened salmon with rosemary potatoes was YUMMMMMMY !
and the DEEP FRIED MARS BARS WITH VANILLA ICE CREAM was WHOOOO ~ ~ ~


Cycled for a few hours and played pool at Beanie's BFD !
ok im a bloody sucker at pool but managed to get the hang of it after a few rounds with the pro ( my uncle ) hahha =X


okay im off to do some chemistry !! ~~


ps ; i miss you :(

Me and Bev craps too often.
We were so bored that we started playin a stupid game on msn
and every single time, afiqah's stupidity is well proven ! =.=


❤ .@F!qaH . x.º.x ~~ you'll always be all I'll ever need says:
*not so much fruits in this world afterall!

With Love, Bev says:
*LOL
*GOT GOT..
*the.. pomergranate

❤ .@F!qaH . x.º.x ~~ you'll always be all I'll ever need says:
*TOMATOES!

With Love, Bev says:
*mangostene
*mango

❤ .@F!qaH . x.º.x ~~ you'll always be all I'll ever need says:
*carrot!
*eh np
**no

With Love, Bev says:
*huh carrot ?!
*HAHAHAHHA

❤ .@F!qaH . x.º.x ~~ you'll always be all I'll ever need says:
*hahaha ok ok . oops wtf =X

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With Love, Bev says (7:52 PM):
*ok now, ANIMALS ! LOL

❤ .@F!qaH . x.º.x ~~ you'll always be all I'll ever need says (7:52 PM):
*ok

With Love, Bev says (7:52 PM):
*ME START, COW!

❤ .@F!qaH . x.º.x ~~ you'll always be all I'll ever need says (7:52 PM):
*EHH ALEX!

With Love, Bev says:
*YOU CALLED HER AN ANIMAL!!
*HAHAHAHAHAH


( i meant to say.. ALEX CAME ONLINE!!!! ) =X

Wishlist ~

been saving alot for this cos my ipod classic died on me!


how gorgeous is that?! Pink MacBook TT gahhh D:

SKULLZ headphone D: ok or maybe audio technica will do?



:D :D :D

i cant believe school is starting on Monday =.=
gahh!

And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us

We'll follow the rainbow
Wherever the four winds blow
And there'll be a new day
Comin' your way

I'm gonna be here for you from now on
This you know somehow
You've been stretched to the limits but it's alright now
And I'm gonna make you this promise
If there's life after this
I'm gonna be there to meet you with a warm, wet kiss

And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us


HAVE I EVER MENTIONED THIS BEFORE?
i love KEITH URBAN .


ok fine.. youve guessed it right. im bored. deadly bored.
so i cant help myself from posting some random shit here .

i may never get to see you as often as i like
i may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night
But in my heart , i truly know, youre the one i love and cant ever let go <3


I

LOVE

YOU

€

SUNNY WEATHER & PICNIC MATT =.=
( refer to tagboard )


I just got myself a Panasonic headphone . like finally.
Still.. im saving up for a pink one as soon as i get my IPOD TOUCH ..
(now.. whens that gonna be?)

uurgh TT

After thinking about it, actually i prefer school to start.
I cant stand another week rotting at home. i mean.. seriously... this is just so fcked up =.=
Singapore is so damn small.. thats theres barely any fun places to go to .

Nicky poon says:
*waste time at homt
*home*
*go skool and enjoy!

❤ .@F!qaH . x.º.x ~~ Youre always on my mind says:
*hahah yahhh la.. i stay at home until sick of the laptop already TT
*lol

Nicky poon says:
*then u still wan to vote stay at home?
*do u want to die of boredness?



SEEEE !!!
Poonie's question made me THINK.. hahhaha.

Nicky poon says:
*see la
*never think first
*act rashly!


as much as i want school holidays to extend..
i also want to go to school . Gahhhhh D:

Random question for the day :

If you can, what would you have done differently?

mmm okay.. hard one..
well.. for me.. the truth is , i dont think i would have done anything differently even if i could.
I prefer to subscribe to that whole "EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON" theory.
Mostly because the alternative is too disturbing to think about.
If everything doesnt happen for a reason, then we'll all pretty much fucked, because each decision we make will be screwing up our lives =.=

ok im so bored i decided to post up random picts =.=
gahhh
im seriously so bored.
Mummy is really cranky today so i cant get out D:

i wanna see my dumbdumb :(

maybe all i need is time to get used to it.
But i really do care for you... really really do.. and i cant help it.
I just hope one day you'll know why i care so much..
why im so concerned..
but on the other hand,
i do understand the situation youre in, dear <3


im fucking dumb. im such a dumbass fool.


thanks bev for hearing me out :D



MALCOLM THE VIRGIN proves it right :D

A Bottled feeling says:
*GAH

❤ .@F!qaH . x.º.x ~~ Sorry for all i've done says:
*mmhmm?

A Bottled feeling says:
*dun sad your not stupid and idiotic

❤ .@F!qaH . x.º.x ~~ Sorry for all i've done says:
*i think i am

A Bottled feeling says:
*you're just mega of both
*nah just kidding

i love you ~~
i love you ~~
i love you ~~

I HAD B&J's COOKIE DOUGH YESTERDAY! wheee ~~~

the past few weeks of holidays just flew by .. in a good and bad kinda way.
Good.. in the sense that i get a teeny weeny bit of break..
and... on the other hand.. HOLIDAYS ARE JUST FREAKING BORING D: D: D:

ok.. so my day was just plain dull.
So i ended up baking fudge brownies .




la la la la la ~~
and i did 3 hours of biology today :D

i miss my dumbdumb and my babes :(

i woke up this morning with a big big smile on my face (:
i got the SWEETEST and the most TOUCHING sms EVER !
( ok... i got it last night.. but i was too sleepy so i didnt know what i was really reading =X )
It feels so good to know that theres someone out there who really cares so much about you <3

Went for an early morning jog and i bumped into this weirdo who goes around snapping his fingers and dancing o.O
LMAO !

oh and yesterday my brains nearly went KA-BOOM!
had 4 hours of MATHS.
FOUR!
yesss F-O-U-R D:
you go girl ! xD

im so so so tempted to play my SIMS 3 right now .. its getting reallllllly goooooood.
but NO... i promise myself not to touch it today :D

wokay..
back to geography after i post this.....

and.. i just realised.. my post for today is all messed up and all over the place =X

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A Teenager is...

A person who can't remember to walk the dog but never forgets a phone number.

A weight watcher who goes on a diet by giving up candy bars before breakfast.

Someone who can hear a song by Madonna played three blocks away but not his mother calling from the next room.

A whiz who can operate the latest computer without a lesson but can't make a bed.

A student who will spend 12 minutes studying for her history exam and 12 hours for her driver's license.

A youngster who is well informed about anything he doesn't have to study.

An enthusiast who has the energy to ride a bike for miles, but is usually too tired to dry the dishes.

A connoisseur of two kinds of fine music: Loud and Very Loud.

A person who is always late for dinner but always on time for a rock concert.

A boy who can sleep until noon on any Saturday when he suspects the lawn needs mowing.

An original thinker who is positive that her mother was never a teenager.

got tagged in facebook. Doing it here ^^ lmao

01. Who was your last text from?
Matt :D

02. Where was your default picture taken?
.. facebook? er... Esplanade.

03. Your relationship status?
happily attached . lol

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
hmm.. yeah i guess so..

05. What is your current mood?
HAPPY GAH GAH :D

06. How many siblings do you have?
one -.-

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Syakirah

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
anywhere with him (:

09. Have a crazy side?
yeah. crazier then crazy

10. Ever had a near death experience?
nahhh .. dont think so

11. Something you do a lot?
Watch Mtv ^^

12. Angry at anyone?
nopeeee

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
Nothing? im already with the person i love

14. When was the last time you cried?
mmm cant remember o.O

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
yup of course

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
HIM HIM HIM :D

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Matt :D hahahahah!

18. What is your favorite song?
i have LOTSSSSS!

19. What are you doing right now?
smsing... msn... watching mtv

20. Who do you trust right now?
him and my closest babes

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
UK. lol

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
ya duh

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Beverly ^^

24. Describe your life in one word?
WHOOPEEE!

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
him .... :D

26. What should you be doing right now?
cooking for sis =X

27. What are you listening to?
We Made you by EMINEM !!!

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
Mattttt dumb dumb :D

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
erm mummy -.- lmao!

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
nope!

31. What is your natural hair color?
pink :D

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Matt ! hahahah

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
mmmm....

34. What do you hear?
MTV

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
curly wirly twirly

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
dnt think so :P

37. Do you have a best friend?
yeah? duh

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
yah . lmao

39. Do you use smiley faces on your comp?
yeah? cant you see that i just did that a gazillion times

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
mmm dont think so !

41. Are you happy with life right now?
yes very

42. Are you currently jealous?
no? why should i be?

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
necklace.. earrings

44. What were you doing on friday night?
SLEEEEEPING Zzzzzzzzz

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yah

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
maybe? i THINK so

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
nooo

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
migraine. lmao!

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
3am . Talking to Mattttt the bozo

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
no

NUFFNANG - SINGTEL

Have you ever wished you could youtube or shop online wherever you are?
Ever yearned to access MSN while you're at the beach hanging out with your buddies?

If so...
which locations in Singapore that you wish you had internet connection?


1) WILD WILD WET @ DOWNTOWN EAST


NO CONNECTION AT DOWNTOWN EAST WILD WILD WET?
oh why?
The best attractions SHOULD have internet access dont you think?
Ever yearned to chat with your buddies on MSN while taking a break from all the splashing good time and having lunch?
Got a cute guy hitting on you and cant wait to tell it to the whole world, but you cant get on TWITTER?
Why save all that excitement if you can just get on with internet connection while you're there?
YES EXACTLY! THATS IS WHY I NEED INTERNET CONNECTION THERE!!



Live Life Online Anywhere with SingTel BroadBand on Mobile Youth Plan! Visit www.singtel.com/youth for details.

10 fishballs for Afiqah's kiss :D


GOH JING MING IS CAMERA SHY FOR THE DAY!


DON and his weapon

Matt & Gah <3kiss me honey ~~~ LMAO! in your face alex!

Jing ming ran away from cam again!

AGAIN! he's behind that paper plate -.-

The Pros.. TRYING to start the fire








MORE PICTURES LATER! lmao

okay im sleepy TT
lmao.

yesterday's BBQ was fun i can say.
Matt helped to carry a few stuffs there and all.. thanks dear ^^

We had some difficulties starting the fire but JING MING and ANDY were PROs ~~~
Timmy came along and made me try this FCKING HOT SAUCE.
I have never tasted anything that HOT ... ever!!
it took me quite a while to get over it. Had 2 ice.. but it still doesnt work! gahhh D:
Even Matt cant tahan! lol !!

The best part was definitely the Truth or Dare game -.-
crazy people came up with crazy stuffs.. as usual.
They made Pamela run around the pool screaming...
They made Atiqah kiss me on the lips..
They made Matt kiss me .. ( is that even a dare? )
They made Bev talk to *ehemm ehemmm ehemm*
They made Matt strip and jump into the pool..
They made Timmy kiss Matt..
They made me.. erm... ok.. how can i say it... hmm.. take the phone.. erm.. OK NEVER MIND!


And dear Matt walked me back home :D


i love you dear ...

SHOPPPPPPINGGG MAKES GAH HAPPY (:

Went to Zara and bought this black tank top for 40 bucks
and spent another 50 bucks or so at Forever21 !
Forever 21 have the most gorgeous collection this season!!!
Wanted to buy this Levis jeans for 299bucks but decided not to since the jeans was a lil uncomfortable =.=

oh and finally done with the bbq orders after so many rounds of emailing and calls!


REMEMBER TO COME TOMORROW YEAH ^^

6pm onwards , Orchid Park Condo .

take 811 from right the END of the Yishun interchange and drop off at orchid park condo :D

my head feels wooooooooooozy ~~~~~~~

I dont care what they say. Im in love with you and
nothing is gonna change the way i feel for you :)


BAM!
before you even know it, Camp Success is gonna be over tomorrow.
Time flies by in a whizz and its really freaky.
Weird, but i'm really really looking forward to O Levels !

Had Bio and Chem today.
Chem was fun! the new studying system Mr Lim came up with really helps a lot!
Bryan is a superb teacher ! hahah! THANK YOU BRYAN FOR SURVIVING 2 HOURS OF MY NONSENSE !!!

and i want an ipod touch ... NOW ! NOW! NOW!
my ipod.... officially died on me.
Now the screen went totally BLANK . gahhhhh D:


ok now back to my Chemistry ~~~~~ :)

mummmmmyyyy whennnn cannn i getttt my IPOD TOUCH?!?!?!?!?!?!??! :(

Bev is driving me NUTS.
She's talking about the new iphone thats gonna be released in July ...
LMAO!

and ... i NEED to get a new ipod since mine died not too long ago.
I'm considering the Ipod Touch.
Really love the applications and all . Especially the NIKE one ! :D

oh well..
gonna try talking to mummy about it !! hahahaha




dearest, i love you <3>

♥ 5:52 PM

10 June 2009 ~~~


To my one and only matthew ! :D

You came into my life unexpectedly,
and everything took a turn for the better.
Your warm eyes, your laughter,
the sincere way you speak,
and the love you've showed me,
all became a part of my life.

Just three little words,
don't seem like enough
for someone whose smile
always brightens up my day,
whose touch can make me forget
the rest of the world.

The three words don't seem like enough
for someone who's always been there
to celebrate with me
when everything goes my way
and to hold my hand
when my world
seems to fall apart.

But even though "I Love You"
can't express the depth
of my feelings for you.
I hope you know what's in my heart.
Because loving you
means more to me
than anything in the world
and it always will.

I love you <3



( this post is supposed to be f0r tomr, but my bloody blogger cant bloody save it. -.- )

So badly didnt wanna wake up for school this morning but managed to drag my ass off the bed -.-
4 hours in the theatrette . I swear my ass froze . gahhh D:
Honestly , I didnt know what i was listening to during the lecture =X
Thats why i can NEVER survive history and ss lecture.

During History, me and bev needed to go to the toilet sooo soooo soooo badly..
tahan-ed for an hour and Mrs Nathan droned on and on and on..
finally gave up.
Stood up and walked towards the door.
Mrs Nathan : " why are there suddenly so many people going to the toilet?"

So me and bev didnt bother to listen to another word she said, we RAN out and dashed to the toilet .. while laughing.
lmao -.-

Cant help it . Was wayyyyyy too urgent. LMAO!
Funny. Laughed it off while we're back in the theatrette.
=.=

wtf is all these nonsense?
why bother doing all these when you know youre not gonna get anything out of it?
Youre just wasting your time tagging all those nonsense when NONE of it actually makes sense.

lemme tell you something....
srsly....
go get a life.

GAH BEING DUMB =.=

* ❤ .@F!qaH . x.º.x ~~ Thinking of you <3>

*hahaha
*TAMPONS rocks
*its ... colourful.. damn cute
*like mini rockets
*hahahaha

With Love, Bev says (5:31 PM):

*-.-
*HAHAHAHA

❤ .@F!qaH . x.º.x ~~ Thinking of you <3>

*but i was dissapointed.. after i take out.. the colourful packets.. its just plain white
*the box .. is like.. condom box sia
*-.-
*LLOL!

With Love, Bev says (5:32 PM):

*HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

❤ .@F!qaH . x.º.x ~~ Thinking of you <3>

*serious!
*hahahah
*i opened the box and laughed
*cos i see like pink.. green..purple.. blue..
*i was like :-O :-O
*wow
*hahah!

With Love, Bev says (5:33 PM):

*HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA
*WHATS WRONG WITH YOU

❤ .@F!qaH . x.º.x ~~ Thinking of you <3>

*i dont know
*hahahah
*HELLO?! HAVE YOU BOUGHT TAMPONS?!
*nooo right?! exactly.. same here! thatssss whyyyyy
*lols!

With Love, Bev says (5:33 PM):

*zomg HAHAHAHAHAH
*youre nuts i tell you -.- wtheck

❤ .@F!qaH . x.º.x ~~ Thinking of you <3>

*peee nuts
*BLAME THIS ON MATTHEW KUNA!
*he left me go malaysia..i turn NUTS
*D:

♥ 5:34 PM

im missing you so much :(
im missing you so much :(
im missing you so much :(
i cant wait to hear your voice when youre back :(

<3

OMFG !
im so pissed.

WHAT THE FCK DO YOU WANT ?!
you have bloody issues .
who are you to say that we wont lasts long?
who are you to even say that we should break up?
who are you to say im USING him?
WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO GIVE THESE KINDA COMMENTS!?!
you have no effin right to say that im using him.
what makes you think so?

FYI, never will i ever make use of him. I will never take him for granted







pictures from last night ~~

been studying since 9 am and i feel good :D
lol ^^

im sorry for being so insensitive towards your feelings.
im sorry for hurting you.
im sorry for being such an ass at times.
im sorry for not trusting you.
im sorry for getting so sensitive over teeny issues.
im sorry.

i should have done much better as a girlfriend.
i should have think twice bout my words.

i feel so terrible for what ive done.

it just hurts me to know that ive hurt someone i love so much.


just want you to know that my love for you is beyond words.
im just so lucky to have found someone so caring and loving like you.
With you by my side, i dont wanna ask for anything more.
Just with your presence, it is enough to make me feel complete .
i really do love you and nothing will EVER change that <3




believe it or not.... im actually STUDYING :D

SCABBERS (the black one) AND CUPCAKE (the white one) SAYS HELLO :D

lmao :D

My day wasnt that bad i guess.
Had Bio in the morning, but time flew by in a whizz.
Mdm Loh was telling us about the gory details of giving birth -.-

freaky. very very very very freaky.

and she said...
"next time you wanna have sex, think twice."

consequences : PREGNANCY = *i have lots of gory details to fill in here*

i so wanna type out everything she said,
but it was just too... disturbing o.O




im sorry bout what happened last night.
i was being overly sensitive about stuffs i guess.
Youre definitely not at fault.
its just me.
..... and im still feeling so bad about it :(

10 random things that are currently on my mind :D

1. I dont get why im so tired when its just the first day of camp success

2. Why do they call it CAMP SUCCESS?

3. i need to study chemistry... like... now?

4. Starbucks is damn good

5. Lady Gaga is freakin WOW !

6. i cant wait for O levels.

7. I feel broke

8. That heels i saw yesterday was gorgeous

9. i feel like eating Lasagna

10 . HIM :D HIM :D HIM :D

whatever goes on in my mind is freaking random.
i can be thinking about totally different things at one go -.-
Starbucks & Bio..
Camp Success and Lasagna.
You cant see the link right??? EXACTLY! -.-

ok i gotta stop this
or i'll continue crapping o.O

ok.
cant.
help.
it.
i gotta vent it out.


Whats with that comment on my report book la -.-
im seriously pissed with that.
everything else was okay except for this
"she have to be more patient and care about other's feelings"

so apparently she was telling me it was all about me not being able to control my emotions .

not as if im some maniac who goes confronting ppl for no apparent reasons right -.-
what can i do if some people are just plain asses ?
and this was all because of one bloody incident -.-
the comment made was as if i go around every week getting pissed and punching people in their faces o.O

KNN CB -.-

ok la..
i told my mum what i did in school...
she laughed..
yes she LAUGHED .

cos she knows me too well =X


lmao!

now i feel like punching someone in the face :D

Reply to tags .

somebody :
lmao? dont they all fall under the same category of SHOES.
SANDALS, SLIPPERS, WEDGES, HEELS = SHOES -.-
auntie shoe ?! yeah auntie who goes to the market wear shoes with Paris blings right?
=.= KNS.

Bett :
hey babe! yeah i went for the dance showdown and i bumped into those freaks too :P
yeah okay ive added you on msn :D



i was just thinking about it.
Actually its kinda true that i cant control my emotions.
More like Anger Management i can say.
i get pissed easily. Very very very very easily.
But it doesnt happen to my close friends actually... i cant remember at any point of time when i blew up at my friends..
oh well.
Gotta . do . something . about . that .